Monday, September 14, 2020

LM CHAPTERS 782 - 790

LM 

CHAPTERS 782 - 790






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"Because he is my Brother Lucas!" Janell Joy Carter's answer was so simple, and she didn't need any reason. Because he was her Brother Lucas. In her heart, he was the best, and no one could replace him.


When she was still very young, she did not know that Brother Lucas had fought against many people by himself in order to protect her. That time, he almost lost his life. For so many years, she thought that Brother Lucas had promised to protect her, but he secretly ran away when she was asleep. When she woke up, Brother Lucas was gone.


She always thought that Brother Lucas abandoned her and didn't want her. Until her mother told her about what Brother Lucas had done for her two years ago, she finally knew that Brother Lucas had done so much for her.


In her memory, she blamed Brother Lucas for leaving her. It turned out that her Brother Lucas never abandoned her, as he looked after her secretly from afar. 


So, when she came to Country A and was almost taken back by Andrew Carter, Brother Lucas appeared at the right time.


"Just because he is your Brother Lucas?" Andrew chuckled and said, "Janell, please continue to protect your Brother Lucas. You must protect him well. Don't lose him this time no matter what. Otherwise, you may really lose him and you won't be able to find him again."


"Andrew, what do you mean by saying that?" Hearing his sarcastic tone, Janell Joy recalled the moment when he burned her photos, and she panicked. "Andrew, I'm warning you, if you do anything to Brother Lucas, I will definitely not let you go."


"Tell me, what can you do to me?" He was still smiling, and his tone sounded casual, as if he was challenging her.


"I will kill you." Janell Joy clenched her teeth and said fiercely. 


That time, Andrew burned the only photo she had of Brother Lucas. She had an impulse to kill him during that time. Hence, if Andrew dared to hurt Brother Lucas, she would definitely kill him. She was sure that she would kill him with her own hands. She would do what she said.


"Kill me?" Andrew repeated Janell Joy's words sarcastically.


"So you'd better not think about it. Otherwise, my words will definitely be your reality." Janell Joy said with a slight smile on her lips.


For Brother Lucas, she would risk her life to save the victims in the disaster area. For Brother Lucas, she would also kill.


"Nathaniel is the leader of a powerful country. His subordinates control the strongest military force in Country A. What can I do to him?" Andrew smiled bitterly. 


"Janell, since you are my sister, I will remind you again not to think so simply of your Brother Lucas His inscrutableness is far beyond your imagination."


He knew best not to judge a book by its cover. Often, things did not seem as how they appear. After that, Andrew hung up the phone. He didn't want to listen to Janell Joy's justifications anymore. 


When he heard it, he would feel very sad and down, and he even had some ill intended thoughts. Those thoughts were so horrible that it scared him...


"Janell!" He said her name and stood in front of the french window of the tall building, looking into the distance. It was where the Lesley house was located, and it was where Janell Joy was at this moment, "When can you stop and look back?"


Stop and look back!


His words made him laugh. He was laughing at himself for being so naive and ridiculous. He knew that in this life, Janell Joy could only see Brother Lucas.


He was very clear that in this life, Janell Joy would never give up her Brother Lucas on her own accord. Therefore, she would never look back. She could not see that he was the one who stood behind her, nor could she see the sacrifices he made for her. He stayed by her side for so many years. When did it start? 


He was good to her, he wanted to spoil her, but this urge and want went beyond those typical of a sibling relationship. He was beginning to develop affection and feelings towards her. Perhaps as he watched her grow day by day, and she became more beautiful and attractive, he began to develop those feelings.


The weather was supposed to be good in September, but Andrew felt that the weather was extremely bad now. It was so terrible that it made him feel suffocated. Damn it!


Why was he torturing himself like this? He didn't have to put himself through this. He could do more things and just let go...


Thump! Thump!


The knocking on the door interrupted Andrew's thoughts. He closed his eyes slightly to calm himself down, "Come in!"


"First Young Master, I found the person you asked me to look for." York Tanner opened the door and came in. He passed some documents to Andrew. "Can you see if there is anything else that I missed?"


"Uncle Tanner, you don't have to be so polite to me when it's only the two of us." 


Andrew also reached out his hands to take the document and said, "If you hadn't pitied me and brought me to the Carter family, I wouldn't have been the adopted son of the Carter family, or even act as your superior."


"First Young Master, that's your fate. It has nothing to do with me." Although his master said nice things, as a smart and sensible subordinate, he could not take advantage of the situation. Otherwise, the consequences would be very bad.


"If this is my fate, then you are the person who changed my destiny." Andrew did not talk about serious matters, but instead, he was referring to things from long ago.


"First Young Master, you really think too highly of me. That year, you knew how to seize the opportunity and Chairman Carter took a fancy to you. It really has nothing to do with me." The master's sudden words made York confused about what he was going to do. He felt so worried that he wiped away his cold sweat.


Andrew changed the subject and said, "Uncle Tanner, you were originally my father's special assistant. In the past two years, he assigned you to work with me. I'm really sorry about that."


York felt more guilty when he heard that. He immediately said, "It's my honor to work with you."


"Uncle Tanner, thank you for your hard work these days. You can go and rest for a few days. I need you to do something for me after that." Andrew said politely, but his expression spoke otherwise.


York quickly waved his hand and said, "First Young Master, I'm not tired. ..."


Andrew raised his eyebrows and interrupted York, "Uncle Tanner, why are you still calling me First Young Master? Didn't you hear what I just said?"


York felt chills on his back and did not dare to say anything more. He left in a hurry. After Andrew graduated from college, he took over some work in Shengtian. 



He was always polite with his subordinates at work, so his reputation was very good in Shengtian. He was an extremely smart person. He knew that his father asked York to work for him not just because he needed help, but he wanted York to monitor everything he does.


After all, he was an outsider. The Carter family of Shengtian had such a huge business empire, and only the true descendants of the Carter family could take over the company in the future.


Janell Joy was the apple of her father's eyes. As long as she was willing to return to New York or Jiangbei, her father would willingly pass the reins of Shengtian to her.







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Janell Joy Carter was a smart child. As long as she was willing to learn, it was not impossible for her to manage Shengtian well in the future. But she didn't want to!


Because of her Brother Lucas, she made her father angry, so she indirectly gave up the position as the first successor of Shengtian. So many people were jealous of the position, and many people would never have such luck. However, in her eyes, it was far less important than that man. Was it worth it?


Andrew Carter had wanted to ask her this question countless times, but he did not ask, because he knew that her answer was certain. After hanging up the phone for some time, Janell Joy's head was still echoing the words that Andrew had just said.


To tell the truth, she also believed that for her Brother Lucas to be able to get to his current position, he must have used some methods and strategies. There were a lot of people in this world who would choose different ways to achieve their own goals. However, everyone's means were different, and that didn't mean that they were bad people.


For instance, her father was the best example she had ever seen. Shengtian had become more and more prosperous day by day under his leadership, and he had used many frightening methods before too. 


Therefore, when Andrew said that Brother Lucas was not as simple as she imagined, Janell Joy did not feel surprised. Because in her heart, she had never felt that her Brother Lucas was a simple man. A simple and sweet person could never win over a country as the country's leader. 


Thinking of this, Janell Joy did not feel that her Brother Lucas was so terrible. Instead, her heart wrenched for her Brother Lucas.


Climbing to such a high position alone, he wouldn't have many friends. If he wanted to talk to someone, he wouldn't be able to find someone appropriate to talk to either.


Her Brother Lucas must have felt very lonely In the future, she needed to stay with Brother Lucas more. Whenever he wanted to find someone to talk to, he could find her.


"She just drank a little water and didn't eat anything else. Then she said that she wanted to rest." Samantha's voice suddenly came from outside the room.


"Alright, carry on with your work." This was the voice of the President. His tone sounded very serious, not as gentle as when he talked to Janell Joy.


Mr. President? Brother Lionel was here?


Janell was not prepared at all for this. She was so flustered that she did not know how to face him. Why was she in such a panic?


He was the one who lied. He was the person who brought her back from the disaster area and made her angry. She should not panic. She should be angry with him.


Just as she was gathering her thoughts, the bad guy who made her angry and sad opened the door. Janell Joy was so scared that she quickly pulled up the quilt and wrapped herself in it. She wanted to be angry with him for a while so that he could please her.


"Are there treasures under the quilt? Are you looking for treasures?" He put on a grin and spoke casually.


Didn't this person know that she was angry with him? How could he talk to her in such a relaxed tone? Did he think that she would forgive him?


Hmph, she wouldn't forgive him so easily. If he didn't apologize to her properly, she would never forgive him.


"I heard that you didn't eat anything." He sat down at her bedside and asked, "Are you feeling uncomfortable? I can ask the doctor to check on you."


Her body was fine, but her heart was not. It felt like there was a hole in her heart where the cold air kept blowing through and she felt chills constantly, and that was why she couldn't eat anything.


However, knowing that he took the time to visit her despite his busy schedule because he knew that she hadn't eaten anything, she felt that her heart was whole again. She was also a little happy inside.


"Janell..." It was the first time he called her Janell in his current state. Janell Joy was shocked and almost responded to him. But she had to wait and play a little hard-to-get.


She ignored him, and he called her again, "Little girl..."


"Don't call me a little girl!" Janell Joy immediately pulled the quilt away and suddenly sat up, staring at him fiercely.


"Janell" sounded so nice earlier. Why did he call her little girl again? Didn't he know that the term "little girl" could be used to address all the other girls?


Her Brother Lucas belonged to her only and she only belonged to Brother Lucas, so she only wanted her Brother Lucas to address her as Janell.


"You're finally willing to get out of that cave?" Looking at her ruddy face and her strong voice, his worried heart had finally become relaxed.


"I said, if you call me a little girl again, you are not allowed to call me Janell anymore." She said angrily.


"So I'm really not allowed to call you Janell anymore?" He summarized her answer. 


Before she could answer, he continued, "Okay, I won't call you Janell anymore." He clearly knew that she didn't mean it. She still wanted him to call her Janell. However, he just wanted to fool around with her. 


The grievances accumulated in Janell Joy's heart suddenly burst out like a flood of a collapsing dike. She bit her lip and tried to control her tears, but she failed this time.


Her crystalline tears could be seen rolling down from her tender, pink cheeks, and they looked like broken beads. She bit her lips and shouted at him, "If you don't want to call me that, then don't. Who cares about you? You are not my Brother Lucas .Why should I let a stranger like you call me by my name?"


"And, this is my room. You're a man. How can you come into a girl's room without knocking on the door? Is this what you can do as the President of a country?"


Just because he was her Brother Lucas, did that mean that he could bully her at will and do anything to make her sad? 


She needed to stand her ground! She would never allow him to bully her again. If he did not approach her as Brother Lucas, she would not say a word to him again.


"Janell..." Her tears made him feel distressed, and he stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from her eyes. But as soon as his hand touched her, he was slapped away. 


"Don't touch me!"


His hand remained in the air. She wiped her tears again and continued to shout at him, "You are not my brother Lucas. You'd better stay away from me."


"..." 


He was her Brother Lucas, but he couldn't admit it.


"Mr. President, please go back. I don't want to see you again." She was speaking to the President, so she didn't mean that she didn't want to see Brother Lucas anymore. She just didn't want to see him in this identity. 


Nathaniel appeared approachable on the surface, but in fact, he was a dominant and clever person. If Janell Joy didn't want him to be close to her, he wouldn't just leave obediently. 


He even forgot that at this moment, in her eyes, he was only the President of Country A, and he was not her brother Lucas. Therefore, he did not retreat. Instead, he pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly, as if he was comforting a little creature that was injured. 


"Janell, I know you feel disappointed and useless. You blame me for sending you back when you were asleep. You can blame me, but I don't regret doing that."


Janell Joy was unable to resist his hug, and she asked while crying, "Why?"


He responded, "Because you were injured. Your Brother Lucas was worried about you, felt sorry for you, and blamed himself for not protecting you well."







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Nathaniel Cooper's tone when he spoke always appeared a little mellow. When he consoled her, he had a similar tone too. 


His voice sounded so pleasant to hear that she couldn't control herself. In addition to his kind words, her steel heart was instantly softened. 


At this moment, when Janell Joy Carter heard his words, all the pain, all the wounds, and all the grievances disappeared in an instant.


It turned out that her Brother Lucas didn't dislike her, nor did he think that she was causing trouble for him. The real reason he sent her back was that he loved her and cared about her.


He felt sorry for her! He cared for her!


Suddenly, she had forgotten about the pain in her body and her heart. She was so excited that she was floating on cloud nine. 


She had long forgotten that she told herself that as long as he did not admit that he was Brother Lucas, she would definitely ignore him.


She wiped her tears and said playfully, "You are not my Brother Lucas. How do you know that my Brother Lucas will feel sorry for me?"


She wanted to see how he would respond to this. Why couldn't he just admit that he was her Brother Lucas? She would be so happy if that happened.


Nathaniel reached out his hand and gently wiped her tears away. He stroked her little head and said in a softer tone, "Do you still remember what I said before? I also have someone I like."


"Of course I remember." Because the person he liked was her. How could she not remember what he said?


Janell Joy blushed a little. Was he going to finally reconcile with her? Hoping that he might admit that he was her Brother Lucas soon, Janell Joy became so excited and nervous that she felt butterflies all over her stomach.


He added, "If the person I like is sick or injured, I will feel sorry for her and worry about her. If your Brother Lucas is really as good as you say he is, then he will certainly be sad if you get hurt."


He even said "your Brother Lucas!"Janell Joy just looked at him coldly. He was obviously her Brother Lucas, but he still pretended to be serious. 


Anyway, she knew that he was worried about her. She hugged him and rubbed her face against his shirt, wiping away the tears on her face. "Mr. President, you are right. My Brother Lucas loves me so much. If I were sick, he would be very sad."


"Then do you know what to do now?" He pushed her away from his arms and held her shoulder instead. "Little girl, when you're alone, you have to take care of yourself more. Don't let those who care about you, worry about you, understand?"


"Alright, I know. I will eat well and take good care of myself. I won't let my Brother Lucas worry about me." 


As soon as she finished speaking, she suddenly approached him and kissed his face with her pink lips. Her lips were soft and warm, and it felt similar to her kisses when she was young. 


At the moment when her lips touched him, Nathaniel felt that gush of blood rushing through his head. He wanted to hold her in his arms to kiss her. 


But… fortunately, he controlled himself well and promptly realized that he was not her Brother Lucas at this moment. He could not do anything that he wanted to do to her.


Something wasn't right! Nathaniel suddenly realized that this girl was kissing a man that wasn't her Brother Lucas. She was kissing a man that wasn't her Brother Lucas!


Nathaniel frowned, and his face turned dark. The jealousy in his heart was overwhelming. 


Damn it! How could she kiss a man that wasn't her Brother Lucas?


Even if his real identity was her Brother Lucas, she did not know that he was her Brother Lucas yet, and she kissed him.


"Little girl, do you know who you are kissing?" His eyes looked gloomy, and he looked like he was going to eat her up.


"Of course I do." She blinked her big, beautiful eyes at him. Her eyes reflected the light of the room, and she looked extra beautiful. She kissed her Brother Lucas. Was it something she shouldn't do?


"Who?" He suddenly held her head up. He wanted her to be careful with her responses.


"It's you." No matter how terrible he looked, she was not afraid at all, because her Brother Lucas would never hurt her.


"Who am I?" he asked again. His voice became more and more gloomy.


"Who do you think you are?" she asked. Her tone was naughty yet cute, and she didn't care about his anger at all.


He warned her in a deep voice, "Little girl, answer me properly, or you won't be able to bear the consequences."


"Consequences? What consequences?" She smiled innocently. She even reached out and patted his chest. "Mr. President, if I don't answer your questions well, will you eat me up?"


Looking at his increasingly gloomy eyes, Janell Joy became more and more excited, "Mr. President, I know that I'm very beautiful and lovely, and I look very attractive. Many people want to get close to me, but I'm only willing to be my Brother Lucas's snack."


She wanted to be a "snack" for Brother Lucas! This girl was trying to trick him with her innocent appearance. 


Nathaniel's expression appeared more positively, "So what do you mean by kissing me just now?"


Janell Joy was suddenly enlightened and looked very surprised. "Mr. President, I've told you that I have no interest in you. Please don't think too much about the kiss."


Nathaniel did not know how to respond to that. She kissed him, but she even said that she was not interested in him. Did she have to sleep with men in order to show her interest in them?


"The kiss earlier was just to express my gratitude. You should know that people around here often kiss each other's cheeks when they greet each other." Her explanation was very reasonable. 


Although she was not from this town, she grew up in America, and she had an open mindset.


"Don't do this again in the future, especially to other men." Even if she was only greeting someone, he didn't want her to kiss someone else.


"Mr. President, aren't you a little too controlling? Even if it is my Brother Lucas, he will not control me that much." She only wanted to make him angry and provoke him to see what he would do next.


"Who said that he wouldn't control you?" Wasn't he already controlling her?


"How do you know that?" Janell Joy saw that his expression appeared tense again, so she immediately added, "Mr. President, don't use the reason you just used, I don't want to hear it.'


Nathaniel did not refute her words. He really wanted to use the reason he had just used, but he didn't expect that she acted faster and stopped him from speaking.


"Mr. President!" Janell Joy touched her flat belly. "I'm very hungry. Can you please get me something to eat?"


In the whole world, only Janell Joy would be brave to ask Mr. President to get food for her.


"Alright, wait for me. I'll come back in a bit." What was more concerning was that he didn't sense the abnormality in this.


As he walked out of her room, Janell Joy rolled on the bed happily. Brother Lucas was so cute when he was jealous. He was so adorable that she wanted to bully him even more.








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Her brother Lucas was clearly the President of the country. However, how could he act so adorably?


She was already giving so many signals. Couldn't he guess that she had already known that he was her Brother Lucas? If it wasn't for him, why would she go to the disaster area?


If it weren't for the fact that she knew he was her Brother Lucas, she would not have kissed him. Her brother Lucas was so silly! 


However, even if he was her silly Brother Lucas, she still liked him very much. She liked him even more when he's gotten jealous of himself.


Men could act so foolishly in front of women they like. Her father was like that too. Once, when her mother was watching TV, and she said that the main actor on TV was very handsome. After her father hung up the phone, the first sentence he asked her mother was, "Handsome? Really? How is he better than your husband?"


Her father was so focused on talking on the phone, but when her mother said something like that, he wanted to argue with her mother. 


She also heard the most classic sentence that her father said to her mother before, "I'm arguing with you because you are my wife. If it were someone else, I wouldn't have bothered to pay attention."


Her father wanted to justify his jealousy. Therefore, Janell Joy concluded that men were actually petty beings. Their desire to control was particularly strong, and they do not like it when their women had other men on their minds. 


However, she thought that what her father said was right. He did get angry and jealous only because he liked her mother a lot.


Soon, Nathaniel brought in some delicious food. Seeing that she was in a daze, he reached out and shook his hand in front of her eyes. "Little girl, what are you thinking about?"


"I'm thinking about what food are you going to prepare for me?" She licked her lips, looking very hungry.


Nathaniel took a small table and put it on her bed. Then, he served the food on the table.


"Samantha personally prepared these. You need to eat more." Samantha Lesley was just a decoy, he couldn't tell Janell Joy that he had asked someone to prepare all these according to her likings.


When she was a child, she was particularly picky about food and loved strawberries the most. Her family had always thought of different ways to make strawberry-flavored food for her.


She was a child who everyone spoiled, yet she could go through the hardships in the disaster area. To be honest, when he first saw her in the disaster area, he did not believe that it was really her


"If these things are prepared for me by my Brother Lucas, I will eat them all. I won't waste one bit, but..." Her face turned a little sad, and she lowered her little head. 


"Mr. President, my Brother Lucas hasn't come to see me for a lot of days. Do you think he has forgotten about me?"


"How would he?" Nathaniel became even sadder. He reached out and patted her on the back. "As long as you take care of yourself, your Brother Lucas will come and see you."


"You're not him. You're only guessing." She said sulkily, but she was happy in her heart.


He said, "Then let's make a bet?" 


Janell Joy blinked and asked, "Bet on what?"


"I bet that if you finish all this food, your Brother Lucas will come to you the night after tomorrow," he spoke very endearingly.


"Really?" As long as he was willing to see her as her Brother Lucas, then she could act like a spoiled child in Brother Lucas's arms. 


"Yes!" He nodded with absolute certainty.


"What if he doesn't come?" Although he personally promised it, Janell Joy still needed him to reassure her as she was worried he would bail on his words.


"He will definitely come!" Besides breaking the promise and leaving her behind after that deadly incident, he never broke any promises.


"Mr. President, if my Brother Lucas really comes to see me the night after tomorrow, I will treat you to dinner. If my Brother Lucas doesn't come the night after tomorrow, you can treat me to dinner then." 


Whether she won or lost the bet, her request was very simple. She just wanted him to accompany her to dinner.


"Okay, no problem." He rubbed her head and handed her a bowl of hot soup first. 


"It's a little cold. Remember to drink a bowl of soup to keep yourself warm every day. Also, Coast City's air is a little dry. Since you're new here, you may not be used to it. Remember to drink more water."


He reminded her like he was reminding a child. He was scared that he didn't take good care of her and she would suffer.


"Mr. President..." She looked at him eagerly, pursed her tender lips, and said, "You are so gentle and considerate. If I didn't have my Brother Lucas, and you didn't have someone you like, I think I might like you."


As Janell Joy expected, the gentle smile on the President's face went away instantly. He said sternly, "What did you just say? Do you want to say it again?"


Janell Joy looked innocent and said, "Why are you upset? I praised you for being gentle and considerate. Shouldn't you be happy?"


"Should I be happy?" His Baby Janell was about to fall in love with someone else. Should he be happy?


Damn it! He couldn't be happy.


"Mr. President, what's wrong with you?" He was really selfish. He was the same as her father when he was angry. He would just keep a straight face and just ignore everyone around him.


"Have a good meal!" After saying that, he turned around and left.


Janell Joy was stunned. She only wanted to tease him, but she didn't expect that he could get so angry and left. Janell Joy was so regretful that she didn't have the mood to eat.


"Mr. President!" She was looking for him, but no one answered her. She had a good appetite earlier, but right now, she suddenly had no appetite at all. 


Did she go too far? Did Brother Lucas really feel sad? 


She said that she wanted to be her considerate Baby Janell and be his sweetheart. How could she make him sad?


She could no longer bully Brother Lucas in the future, otherwise, she would be the one who would feel sad in the end. 


"If you want to see your Brother Lucas, just eat well. Otherwise, don't think about seeing anyone."


Just as Janell Joy thought that he had left her, she heard his voice by the door. It seemed that he was still concerned about her. He was so angry yet he was reluctant to leave.


"Okay, Mr. President, don't worry. I'll eat obediently." She immediately gulped down the food. She must not make Brother Lucas angry again, otherwise, she wouldn't get to see him.


On her bed, she gulped down her food quickly. The more she ate, the tastier the food seemed. 


Outside the room, Nathaniel was smoking a cigarette. He was thinking about her words. He should be happy that Janell Joy was open to like someone of his status, but he didn't want her to think about other men besides Brother Lucas, even if the man was himself.


They were both him, but his identity was different, and the way he interacted with her was different. Yet she said that she might like him.


As soon as he heard these words, his heart was filled with mixed feelings, and he did not know how to face her. Obviously, he was still jealous of himself!








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"Mr. President, I've finished eating." Desperate to see him as Brother Lucas, Janell Joy Carter tried her best and ate all the food on the table as fast as she could.


"Well, okay." His voice came from outside the door. "Your leg is still injured. You can't get out of bed and walk for the time being. You can just sit on the bed and rest for a while."


"Okay, whatever you say, I'll listen to you." Janell Joy nodded obediently like a child. "Mr. President, come in and chat with me for a while. It's boring to sit here alone." 


As long as she could trick him into her room, she could think of a way to spend more time with him. However, Janell Joy waited for a long time, but Mr. President didn't approach her.


She didn't see him today and didn't see him on the next day too. On the third day, she saw Brother Lucas in the news. Wearing a formal black suit, he was greeting a foreign envoy.


He looked smart and dignified. He was not alone, as there was a woman standing beside him.


In the past, whenever Brother Lucas appeared, Janell Joy's gaze would definitely fall on him and she would not be able to look away. However, this time, her eyes were fixed on the woman who was beside Brother Lucas.


The woman was young and beautiful. Her eyes were bright and she had a very beautiful smile. Her skin was fair and flawless. She was so pretty and attractive that nobody could not take their eyes off her at first glance.


As she looked at this woman, she thought that the woman was very beautiful and attractive. Janell Joy couldn't imagine what Brother Lucas would think when being with such an attractive woman, he was a young man, he must be mesmerised by her beauty too.


With such a beautiful woman by his side, and she was his fiancée, how could he control himself not to look at her, or not to have other thoughts about her?


Janell Joy shook her head. She didn't want to know the answer. She only knew that this beautiful woman was standing next to her Brother Lucas. 


They looked perfect together, like a match made in heaven. More importantly, this woman was Brother

Lucas fiance. She was engaged to Brother Lucas even before he took over the position as the President.


She was Brother Lucas's publicly known fiance. She could stay by Brother Lucas's side, accompany him to attend the President's inauguration ceremony, and accompany him to any other public events…


Sooner or later, this fiance would very likely become Brother Lucas's wife. She would finally be Brother Lucas's lawfully wedded wife.


On the day of the President's inauguration ceremony, Janell Joy came to know that Mr. President had a fiance. But at that time, she couldn't confirm that he was her Brother Lucas, so she didn't mind him having a fiance at all.


Furthermore, Brother Lucas's fiance had not appeared before the eyes of the public for the past few days. Janell Joy nearly forgot about her existence.


She was waiting for Brother Lucas. She was waiting for him to approach her as her Brother Lucas. But now, she realized that he had this stunning woman beside him.


The woman held Brother Lucas's hand. No matter how many cameras were aimed at them, she could still put on a smile and look elegant and graceful.


Janell Joy always knew that her Brother Lucas was an exceptional person. She thought that only she would be qualified enough to stand by his side. But when she saw his fiance again today, she thought otherwise.


When Brother Lucas looked at his fiance, his gaze appeared very gentle, like she was his centre of the universe. Janell Joy then recalled how Brother Lucas looked at herself. It felt like he was looking at a child, a child who was not sensible and needed his care.


Moreover, when she was ill, Brother Lucas told her to take her medicine and he would accompany her to eat when she didn't eat. All of these actions made it seem as if he was caring for a child.


He looked at his fiance very differently. He looked like he was extremely caring and supportive. He would also whisper to her from time to time and listen to her opinions carefully. They looked perfect.


She saw how sweet they looked and how intimate they were, like they were in love with each other. At that moment, Janell Joy felt so upset. She was both shocked and scared at the same time.


She was so scared. She was worried that Brother Lucas was referring to his fiance when he said he needed to settle some matters before publicly reconciling with her.


However, their relationship was legitimate, and Janell Joy was the third wheel coming between them. 


That woman was Brother Lucas's fiance. She was the one that was acknowledged by the Cooper family as well as the people of the country. 


Janell Joy indirectly became "the other woman". The other woman?


Janell Joy knew the stigmatization from being the "other woman" in a relationship. She was in shock and disbelief.


Janell Joy stared blankly at Brother Lucas on the screen, and the pain in her chest kept increasing. That woman could accompany Brother Lucas anywhere. 


She could hold Brother Lucas's arm whenever she wanted. She could enjoy Brother Lucas's love and care. As she looked back at herself, she was just like a secret mistress who couldn't be exposed to the public. 


When she met up with Brother Lucas, they had to meet so secretly and discreetly. Was it worth it?


She asked herself for the first time, and it was also the first time that she had doubts about searching for Brother Lucas in Country A. 


She didn't even know whether she should continue to stay here and wait for her Brother Lucas. She needed to wait for him to end the engagement with his fiancĂ© to rightfully be by his side. 


The more she thought about it, the harder it was for Janell Joy to see him in a positive light. Her emotions were surging like a tide, and it was getting harder and harder for her to breathe.


She didn't want to think about it anymore. She didn't want to think about these things that she couldn't deal with for the time being.


As long as she firmly believed that Brother Lucas still had her in his heart, as long as she waited for him to settle his matters and publicly reconcile with her... It would all be fine, right?


However, she could not calm down. She was worried to face him now. The more she thought about it, she suddenly picked up her phone and booked a ticket from Coast City to New York.


In the past, she had never thought of retreating whenever she encountered anything. Instead, she would stand up bravely to face the problem. However, this time, it was the first time she chose to retreat and hide in the sheltered harbor that could protect her.


She simply packed up, carried her bag and luggages, and walked out. "Samantha, thank you for taking care of me during these days. I have to go home now."


"Janell Joy, but you haven't found your Brother Lucas, why did you suddenly decide to go back?" Samantha Lesley didn't understand why Janell Joy suddenly made such a decision.


"No need to find him anymore." Janell Joy laughed. "After all, it's been so many years. Even if he still remembers me, it's hard to face him."


"Janell Joy... You don't need to be in such a hurry." Samantha was so anxious that she didn't know how to persuade her anymore.


"Samantha, be smarter in the future. Don't let others take advantage of you." Janell Joy hugged her. 


"We are all our parents' children. To our parents, we are still babies that they often worry about... Even if they are not by your side, you have to take good care of yourself. You can't let them worry about you from the other side of the world."







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Janell Joy Carter was saying these words to Samantha Lesley, but actually, she was saying it to herself too. No matter where she went, home was her warmest harbor, and her parents were the ones who she would think of whenever things get rough.


She knew that her parents loved her unconditionally. However, on the day of her 18th birthday, she felt that she had grown up. She didn't even tell them and left the country to find her Brother Lucas, which made her father angry. 


He was so angry that he didn't want to talk to her until now. But what about her?


After crossing over to another country, she found her Brother Lucas, but he didn't want her to see him in the open. Brother Lucas told her to wait for him as he deal with his matters first.


She knew that as the President of the country, Brother Lucas had too many responsibilities on his shoulders. She could understand him and wait for him.


But what she could not accept was that he had a fiance, and Janell Joy suddenly turned into a mistress that was going to destroy the relationship between him and his fiance.


A home-wrecking mistress!


She had never cared about this word as she was growing up, because her father and mother were devoted to each other, and no one could interfere with their relationship. However, she knew a lot of her friends that had their families torn apart because of such a mistress.


When her friends mentioned the word "mistress", they would gnash their teeth with hatred, and she hated to be that person too. But now, she had inadvertently become the mistress that she hated the most that would potentially destroy the relationship between the two of them.


She thought that this entire story sounded ridiculous and thought that she deserved it. In the beginning, without the consent and acknowledgement of her family, she left the country alone to find the person she wanted to see the most.


Now that she felt like things took a bad turn, and when she encountered a problem that she couldn't solve, the first thing she thought of was her family. She wanted to return to their side, hide under their wings, and have them protect her.


It turned out that she was such a coward! She was so timid that she looked down on herself!


"Janell Joy, I know what you are saying. Although my parents are gone, I still have my brother. He loves me too." Although her brother was very strict with her, Samantha knew that her brother loved her very much.


"Samantha, all the best." Janell Joy patted Samantha's shoulder. 


Sometimes, she was envious of Samantha. She lived a simple life, and all she loved and needed was good food.


"Yes, yes, yes, I will do my best." Samantha nodded her head repeatedly.


"Samantha, you are talented and special too. You are better than a lot of people. Remember, in the future, you should be more confident and treat yourself well," Janell Joy said happily.


"Janell Joy... I'm doing very well," Samantha touched her head and said with a silly smile, "I've never thought that I'm worse than anyone else. Only other people would think of me that way."


"Alright, that's good." Janell Joy pursed her lips and smiled, "I'll leave first. We'll meet again when you come to New York in the future."


At this moment, she was not willing to face all of this. She was afraid that others would curse her and accuse her for being a homewrecker.


She wouldn't mind being called a coward in relation to that. If Brother Lucas wasn't the leader of the country, it wouldn't be a big deal to break off an engagement. However, he was the leader of the country, and his marriage was the focus of the nation.


For many years, leaders of a country would rarely get a divorce. Even if there was no affection between them, they would still stay together and spend the rest of their lives together to maintain a positive front for the nation.


Their lives were not their lives anymore, and they represented their citizens. Their actions represented the entire country.


Janell Joy felt a sharp pain in her heart. She realized that she could never be together with her Brother Lucas. Although she really wanted to be with Brother Lucas, she couldn't ignore Brother Lucas's status just because she wanted to.


Therefore, the best way to deal with it was to leave. Before Brother Lucas reconciled with her, she should leave. This was obviously the best way, but why was she so sad?


She shouldn't decide on behalf of Brother Lucas. She needed to wait for him. At least, she should listen to his explanation. She shouldn't just retreat when she faced some obstacles.


She waited more than 10 years for this reunion. Now that she had just met him, was she going to run away because of some trivial matter? Was she really going to hide?


On the way to the airport, Janell Joy lowered her head and she was buried in her thoughts. She did not notice that the taxi wasn't driving towards the airport.


It was the President's duty to greet high-ranking foreign nationals. This time, since the foreign envoy came with his wife, it was natural for the President to greet them with his partner too. Hence, he had to be with his fiance. 


Just as Mr. President was about to speak, his most trusted bodyguard, Horatio, came up to him and whispered in his ear. After listening to what he said, he frowned slightly. 


There was a hint of worry in his look, but soon he hid his emotions. He nodded and continued to speak as if nothing had happened. 


The foreign envoys, Justin Kaiser and his wife, nodded their heads as they listened to his speech. After a casual exchange, Mr. President was responsible for accompanying Mr. Kaiser to visit the cultural relics of the country.


Mr. President's fiance, Serene Silas, was responsible for accompanying his wife, Mrs. Kaiser. She accompanied Mrs. Kaiser to visit the famous cultural centre in Country A.


Mr. President spoke mostly about political affairs with Mr. Kaiser. As the fiance of Mr. President, Serene was the woman with the highest status in Country A. She also did her job diligently.


"This way please, Mrs. Kaiser." Serene stayed by Mrs. Kaiser's side for the whole afternoon, and she put on her gentle and generous smile on her face the whole time.


"Miss Silas, thank you for your hospitality. I am very satisfied with the trip today." Mrs. Kaiser said with a smile. Clearly, she was quite satisfied with the person who had treated her well today.


"You're our guest. It's my duty." Serene smiled brightly as she responded to the compliments.


Even in front of the first lady of another country, she was not nervous at all. She was really qualified to be the first lady of Country A. After the dinner party, after Mr. and Mrs. Kaiser left, Nathaniel and Serene felt very relieved.


He looked at her, and the gentle smile on his face left immediately. "You've been with me all day, you must be tired. I'll take you back to rest first."


"Nathaniel, thank you!" Serene nodded.


"We have our reasons. You don't have to thank me." He looked up and looked into the distance through the French window. He thought of the little girl in his heart.


He promised her that he would visit her as Brother Lucas tonight, but she secretly booked a ticket and wanted to go back to New York. Why on earth was that happening?


"I still have to thank you." Serene looked at him attentively. She could see that there's something in his heart. She then added, "Nathaniel, you probably have something very important to do. You can go ahead with your errands. Just get someone else to send me back."








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"Serene, don't forget that there are people keeping an eye on our words and actions. As the President's fiance, l how could I not personally bring you back?" Nathaniel Cooper said in a deep voice.


Since he had spent an entire day being away from Janell Joy already, what're that few extra minutes of a wait anyway? He needed to act properly, if not, his efforts so far would go to waste.


"Alright then." Serene Silas didn't say anything else. She couldn't hide her worry and concern in her eyes when she looked at Nathaniel.


On the way back to Serene's place, their car drove in the middle of a convoy. They had a security car in front of them, and another security car behind them. It attracted a lot of attention.


"Look, it's Mr. President, and he's sending Miss Silas back to the Silas home again." There were people who noticed them as they drove by.


"Yeah, yeah, Mr. President is a really considerate man. He will always personally send Miss Silas home." One of the citizens praised.


"Sigh, if you ask me who I've been jealous of in my life, it's Miss Silas. Not only is she beautiful, but she found a fiance who loves her very much. They would make the perfect pair of husband and wife." Another citizen praised them as well.


In the eyes of Country A's citizens, President Nathaniel and his fiance, Serene, were couple made in heaven. The two of them appeared perfect for each other. 


The most enviable thing was that the President cared so much for Miss Silas. The two of them would show affection to each other in front of the camera from time to time, which caught a lot of positive attention from the citizens.


However, the scene in the car was completely different from what people saw. Nathaniel and Serene sat at the back of the car, and one sat on the far left and the other sat on the far right. 


The distance between them was like two strangers who completely didn't know each other.


He looked at the front of the car, and she looked out of the window. They didn't look at each other, and there was no trace of the intimacy they showed when they were in front of the camera.


Not only did they sit far away from each other, but neither of them also spoke along the way. They appeared so unfamiliar with each other that they felt like strangers.


When they were about to arrive at the Silas house, Serene wanted to say something. In the end, she broke the silence. "Nathaniel, did something happen to that little girl?"


Although Nathaniel's performance when he accompanied the foreign envoy today was still remarkable, Serene could see that he was hiding something in his heart.


There were not many things that could affect Nathaniel's mood, and there were even fewer people who could affect his mood. 


In the past few years, he had learned many things, including controlling and managing his emotions. He really mastered this aspect. Nathaniel was very good at controlling his emotions and expressions. No matter when, he was always able to welcome people with a smile on his face.


Others might not be able to tell, but Serene could see that even though he had been smiling the entire time when they were with the foreign envoy, she could see that he was distracted.


The only person who could distract him on such an important occasion was that little girl from the Carter family. Other than her, she couldn't think of anyone else.


"We're here." Nathaniel retracted his gaze from the front and turned his head to look at her. "You must be tired from today. Go to bed early after you get home."


Nathaniel didn't answer her because he didn't want to talk too much about Janell Joy in front of outsiders.


"Nathaniel..." Serene bit her lip. "If the little girl misunderstood our relationship, I can explain it to her."


"There's no need. I'll take care of her matters myself. I don't need anyone to help me." Nathaniel turned down her offer immediately.


The girl didn't know his true identity yet, and even if she knew, it was only appropriate if he explained things to her. 


Serene's face turned pale, "Then I'll go now."


Nathaniel nodded and replied, "Yes, rest early."


Serene got off the car and turned back to look at him, "Nathaniel, if our engagement..."


Nathaniel interrupted her and said sternly, "There is no if. Let's do what we agreed. Before the matters get settled, no one can disrupt the plan, no matter what the reason is."


Serene was worried, "But, in case the little girl can't..."


"She won't." For some unknown reason, Nathaniel trusted that little girl so much. He believed that she would understand his intentions and would not leave him.


Even if she left him, he would find a way to take her back and keep her by his side. No one would be able to take her away from him in this life.


She was in the country for such a short time, and he was getting very distracted already. Since she had caused such a mess, then he would hold her accountable for it. He would never let her go in this life.


"Alright then, I'll go first." Serene hid the helplessness in her eyes. She smiled politely at him and turned around to leave.


"Mr. President, shall we go directly to Miss Carter's place, or?" The driver, Jamie, asked nicely.


Jamie was Nathaniel's driver. He had been by Nathaniel's side for many years and was a person whom Nathaniel trusted very much. Hence, Jamie knew about Janell Joy.


"Let's go back first," said Nathaniel.


He couldn't wait to head over to the little girl's side, but he couldn't be so capricious. He still had a lot of things to settle. He still had a fiance, so he couldn't reconcile with her publicly yet. Hence, today, he couldn't tell her that her Brother Lucas  and the President were the same people.


He wanted to go back to change his clothes and appearance. He also wanted the makeup artist to help him put on a little makeup so that Janell Joy couldn't recognize him even if she saw him.


On the way to the airport, Janell Joy Carter finally regretted her decision. She looked up and wanted to ask the driver to turn back to the city, only to find that the car was not heading to the airport at all.


"Who are you? Where do you take me?" Janell Joy quickly realized that the taxi driver was not a real taxi driver.


"Miss Carter, I won't hurt you. Please sit still and I'll bring you somewhere," the driver said politely.


The driver did not reveal his identity. He only said that he would not hurt her. Moreover, his tone and attitude sounded pleasant. It did not look like he was kidnapping her.


Janell Joy looked at him from the rearview mirror. She saw that there was nothing unusual on his face, and the car was not going to a remote place. So she boldly guessed that this person might be someone Brother Lucas sent to persuade her to stay.


But how did Brother Lucas know that she had bought a ticket back to New York? 


If it was not Brother Lucas, then it was very likely that it was that bad brother of hers, Andrew Carter. No matter where she went, he would know of her whereabouts like the back of his hand.


However, it was not right. If the taxi driver was Andrew's subordinate, he would not call her "Miss Carter". He would call her 'First Miss' like what the servants at home did. If it was not Brother Lucas or Andrew, who else would speak so politely to her?


"Who on earth sent you?" She couldn't figure it out, so she decided to act aggressively. Maybe the driver would tell her. The driver didn't respond to her.


"I'll ask you one more time. Who sent you here? Where are you taking me?" Janell Joy was a little flustered because she couldn't figure out who ordered the driver and what his purpose was.







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Perhaps he saw through Janell Joy Carter's nervousness, the driver thought for a while and said, "Miss Carter, Mr. Lucas invited you to his house."


As soon as she heard the name of "Mr. Lucas", Janell Joy suddenly felt relieved. Only Brother Lucas would address himself as Lucas now.


Lucas wasn't his real name. She was the only one who called him "Brother Lucas". He thought of addressing himself as Lucas now for Janell Joy's visit.


But how did Brother Lucas know that she had bought a ticket to return to New York? Did Samantha Lesley tell Brother Lucas about this? Or was Samantha arranged by Brother Lucas to be by her side? 


On second thought, it was possible that Brother Lucas arranged Samantha to be around her. Samantha was her classmate, and Samantha's brother, Jason Lesley, was Brother Lucas's right hand man. 


It wouldn't be believable to say that their relationship was just a coincidence. If Samantha was really someone that Brother Lucas arranged to be around her... then that meant that Brother Lucas had always been keeping an eye on her all these years and he had never truly left her.


If that was the case… 


Janell Joy felt that her heartbeat was increasing and she couldn't breathe. Did she still have feelings for Brother Lucas?


And if that was the case too… Was it possible for her to stay by Brother Lucas's side through everything and wait for him? Could she do that? Could she really do that?


She didn't know, but if Brother Lucas was willing to give her a positive answer, then she would do it regardless of the obstacles and hardships. She was willing to take a risk for Brother Lucas. Would Brother Lucas give her an affirmative answer?


Just as Janell Joy was thinking deeply, the driver turned into a heavily guarded residential area. Outside the residential area, there was a very famous scenic spot in Coast City. 


The view from the scenic spot overlooked the sea and the mountains from a distance away. She thought that regular citizens could definitely not afford this lifestyle.


Even though the driver was a someone who worked for Brother Lucas, the guards did not easily let him pass through the residential area.


Their car still went through several security checks before successfully arriving at the final destination. No. 88 Green Road.


No. 88 Green Road was located in the center of this residential area. From the outside, it looked just like an average villa.


She could not see clearly what the villa looked like because there were many big trees in the yard. The trees served an aesthetic purpose, and also to prevent others from looking in easily.


Anyway, the villas and houses here seemed secluded and mysterious, definitely not somewhere an average citizen would stay.


"Miss Carter, please come with me." The driver opened the door for Janell Joy and welcomed her into the villa.


"Is this Mr. Lucas's home?" Janell Joy did not rush to walk in and she looked around curiously. Although the driver referred to him as "Mr. Lucas" earlier, she didn't think that others knew about the relationship between Brother Lucas and her.


She was too excited earlier so she didn't think much about it. Now that she's gotten calmer, she began analysing deeper.


Janell Joy thought of another person who would know about Brother Lucas, and also rich enough to afford to live here... and that was Dominic Cooper.


Dominic was the cousin of the President, and he was also a member of the Cooper family. He was born in a wealthy family. This seemed like a place he could afford to stay.


There were special forces everywhere in this place. The cars that entered needed to be checked thoroughly. She was sure that only the rich could afford here.


"Yes, this is Mr. Lucas's residence." The driver nodded and said with a very respectful attitude,


"Miss Carter, Mr. Lucas has instructed you to wait here for him. He will come back to accompany you later after he is done with his work."


With Brother Lucas's identity, it would not be surprising for him to have a house here. However, he asked his men to bring her here secretly. Was he planning to keep her in confinement?


Since he had a fiance whom everyone knew and recognized, so that he could only be with her secretly.


Thinking of the word "confinement", an inexplicable sadness rose in Janell Joy's heart. She was so sad that she panicked. She didn't feel like herself at all. She felt so timid that she hated herself.


"Mr. Lucas is..." Janell Joy did not ask anything further. The reason why Brother Lucas introduced himself as "Mr. Lucas" was probably because he did not intend to face her with his real identity.


"Miss Carter, please come in." The driver said politely. He didn't intend to tell her too much, or maybe he didn't know much either. 


Since she couldn't get more information from the driver, Janell Joy didn't want to continue the conversation and she walked into the yard.


This small villa, from the outside, looked like a two-storey building. It looked small and cramped, especially when compared against her mansions in Jiangbei and New York. However, after passing through the yard, the interior appeared very differently. 


In an instant, Janell Joy was stunned. There was nothing special about this villa at first glance, but the decoration and renovation inside were so unique.


Every corner in the villa was almost exactly the same as her room in Orchard Villa at Jiangbei.


In the past, when Brother Lucas accompanied her, her room looked like this. Her father had prepared the room for her even before she was born.


Later, as she gradually grew up, the room was renovated slightly, but it didn't change too much. It looked similar to how it was designed before.


As soon as she entered the villa, Janell Joy felt so familiar and warm as if she had returned to her home in Jiangbei.


It turned out that Brother Lucas had not only arranged for Samantha to accompany her, but he had also prepared a room for her. In other words, Brother Lucas had always kept a place for her in his heart.


Brother Lucas always had her in his heart, yet she doubted his love for her. Without listening to any of his explanations, she wanted to sneak away.


"Hello, Miss Carter! I'm the helper here." Suddenly, a voice came from behind. 


Janell Joy looked back and saw a slightly older woman. She immediately nodded and smiled. "Auntie, hello!"


"Miss Carter, there are a lot of entertainment activities on the second floor. If you are bored, you can head over there." The woman said with a smile, "Mr. Lucas might be back later."


"Auntie, thank you for your hospitality. I'm not bored. I'll just wait here for Brother Lucas." She was thinking about Brother Lucas constantly, so she didn't have the mood to think about anyone else at this time.


"Alright." The woman nodded and responded, "I will be outside. Just call me if you need anything."


"Mmhm, I will, thank you, Auntie!" Janell Joy said with a sweet smile. She waited and waited. After dinner, she continued to wait and even fell asleep. Then, she heard the sound of a car outside the house. 


Hearing the sound of the car, Janell Joy immediately ran to the balcony and saw her Brother Lucas. She saw him getting off the car and walking into the yard.


She turned around to go downstairs hurriedly. When he walked into the house, she was already downstairs. She looked at him and smiled wide. She threw herself into his arms and hugged him tightly.


"Brother Lucas!"


"Janell!" Nathaniel hugged her as she was dashing towards him and held her tightly in his embrace. His chin rubbed against her head again comfortably.







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"Brother Lucas..." Janell Joy nestled in his embrace happily.


No matter how much resentment, anger, or uncertainty she had, it all disappeared when she saw him and threw herself into his arms.


At this moment, she only wanted to hug him. She only wanted to turn into a spoiled child in his embrace. She did not want to think about his fiance. He was her Brother Lucas, and she only wanted to be his Janell. His only Janell for the rest of his life.


"Brother Lucas, do you know how much I missed you when you weren't by my side?" She raised her head slightly from his arms and looked at him quietly.


"I know." He responded and couldn't help patting her head.


"If you knew, why didn't you come see me more often?" Janell Joy blinked at him wittily, her eyes looked innocent and bright.


"Because I was busy..." He tilted his head and didn't dare to look into her innocent eyes. If he did, he would feel he had committed an unforgivable sin.


"Brother Lucas, how busy were you?" She snuggled into his embrace as her tiny face stuck tightly to his chest. It was so tight that she could hear his heartbeat. 


"Brother Lucas, when you were busy with other things, you forgot about me?" Her voice was soft and cute, just as she was when she was a child. 


Hearing her unique voice, Nathaniel's heart skipped a beat. He rubbed her head and said, "I wish I had more time for you, and how could I forget about you?"


"I knew that you would never forget about me." Janell Joy roll continued to rest in his arms and she was as excited as a child.


Nathaniel rubbed her head and chuckled, "Silly girl."


"I'm not silly." Janell Joy took his hand and put her face on his palm, as if she was asking for her master's care like a little pet.


"Yes, my Janell is not silly. She is the smartest child in the world." She was already a grown up, but he still couldn't change the way he spoke to her lovingly like when she was a child.


Perhaps, in his eyes, Janell Joy was a child who.had not grown up yet. Or perhaps, even if she was an adult, he was still willing to pamper her like a child.


"Brother Lucas... Actually, if you are busy, or if you don't have time to accompany me, I can understand. As long as you are honest to me, don't hide anything from me." She tried to explain clearly and be honest, hoping that Brother Lucas would get the hint.


Nathaniel Cooper kept quiet. Janell Joy looked up at him again and said in a soft voice, "Brother Lucas, don't you have anything to say to me?"


"Brother Lucas, just say it. Just tell me everything, if you just ask me to wait for you, I will wait for you until the end of time." Janell Joy thought to herself.


She really wanted to say these words to Brother Lucas, but she couldn't. She didn't want to force Brother Lucas to do anything he was unwilling to do.


"Why didn't you eat at night?" Nathaniel suddenly changed the topic. His voice sounded like he was reprimanding a child, but there was a hint of worry in his voice.


The reason why he changed the subject was that he did not intend to publicly announce his identity yet. Janell Joy felt that her heart sank, but she still smiled and said, "Because I miss you, Brother Lucas. I want to see you, but I couldn't. I didn't have any appetite, so I can't eat."


"Silly girl, never starve yourself anymore." He took her hand and went to the dining room. "I'll eat with you. You should eat something at least."


"Brother Lucas, you don't know how much I like you, do you?" She held his hand and smiled slightly. 


"I really like you so much. I like you so much that I know that I shouldn't stay with you, but I still did."


"Janell, what nonsense are you spouting?" asked Nathaniel, his expression changed slightly.nHe couldn't help but to grasp her hand tightly.


He was worried that if he let go of her, she would leave him. "Brother Lucas, it's the truth." Janell Joy smiled.


"Today, my father called me and asked me to go back to New York. If I didn't listen to him, he would find me. I knew the weight of his words, but I still went against his will and came back with the driver to be with you."


In fact, her father never called her. This was just an excuse for why she suddenly bought a ticket to leave and a reason to convince Brother Lucas


"Janell..." Nathaniel raised his hand and caressed her cheek. "I will never let you go. Even if your father came here to drag you home personally, I still won't let you go."


"Brother Lucas..."


"Janell..." He lowered his head and kissed her head before hugging her, 


"Janell, why don't you stay by my side and accompany me?" After asking this question, Nathaniel held his breath and waited for Janell Joy's answer. 


He needed her to give him an affirmative answer. He was really lonely for too long. He hoped that this girl could stay with him, so that she could fill the void in his heart.


"Brother Lucas, of course I am willing to accompany you." Even if he did not reveal his true identity to her and did not want to tell her about his fiance, when she heard his request, she was still willing to believe him and wait for him without any complaint or regret.


"Okay, good girl!" As soon as she replied, Nathaniel held her face and bent down to slightly kiss her lips.He only wanted to kiss her lightly, however, as they kissed and he breathed in her scent, he became so attracted that he kissed her passionately instead.


"Brother Lucas..." When he let go of her, she was still catching her breathe and she plunged into his embrace. "But I need you to promise me one thing."


"Which is?" The girl looked so delicious that he wanted to eat her whole. But this girl obviously didn't know how delicious she was, and she even rested her body on him. 


She didn't know how much self-control and discipline he needed to exert to control himself so that he wouldn't think about doing more outrageous things to her. 


"Brother Lucas, you must promise me that you can only kiss me like this. You can't kiss any other woman... even that woman whom you have a relationship with." She gritted her teeth and said in a serious tone.


She was always a possessive, selfish, and petty girl. She did not want her Brother Lucas to be nice to other girls besides her, and she did not want Brother Lucas to do things to other girls that he could only do to her.


"You are like my favorite special chocolate, and the people you were talking about are like ordinary chocolate. Now that I have tasted you, how can I still taste other people?" He looked at her and responded seriously too.


Janell Joy pouted and replied, "Brother Lucas, you can only say these sweet words to me and no one else."


He smiled and said, "Of course, I will only say it to you."


She was a little worried, "But Brother Lucas... If you can only do these things to me alone, will you grow tired of me?"


He answered her with another question, "Will you grow tired of me?"


Janell Joy did not even hesitate as she immediately shook her head. "No, I only wish that I could be with Brother Lucas all the time. How can I be tired of you?"


"Me too." He once again pressed her into his arms and hugged her. "I will never grow sick of you for the rest of my life. Not just a day or two, but the rest of my life!"


Saturday, September 12, 2020

LM CHAPTERS 776 - 781

LM 

CHAPTERS 776 - 781






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When she mentioned her Brother Lucas, the smile on her face was always so bright. Her beautiful smile could put the stars to shame. That was her! Her name was Janell Joy Carter! However, he still saw her as his Little Janell.


"What's so good about Brother Lucas? How could you like him so much?" He wanted to understand her perception of him. Since she doesn't know that he was her Brother Lucas, the answer she would give must be her most honest thoughts. He cared about her honest thoughts a lot.


"My Brother Lucas is..." Janell Joy wanted to continue with "perfect". However, she knew that her Brother Lucas was really cunning. If he wanted to hear her praises of him, then he needed to be direct and honest. She would gladly praise him then. Instead, he was still clueless over her revelation, so he was using this opportunity to lure some information. Cheeky bastard!


If she praised Brother Lucas too much, what if he became too proud of himself someday and decided not to treat her well? What would she do then?


"My Brother Lucas..." As she spoke, she deliberately let out a long sigh and said sadly, "My Brother Lucas is great in a lot of ways, but I always feel that he doesn't like me enough."


"How could that be?" He blurted out. How could this little girl have such an idea? He liked her so much that it was far beyond what he expected. How could she say that Brother Lucas did not like her enough?


"You don't even know Brother Lucas, how do you know that he does?" Janell Joy was testing his explanation to this question, but at the same time, she put on a very concerning look on her face. "Maybe he likes other girls, but it's hard to say."


"How could he like other girls..." He answered in a hurry. Later, he realized that his responses were a little inappropriate.


"Why couldn't he? Who do you think you are? Do you think you know him better than I do?" Janell Joy felt a little guilty for messing with his feelings, but she was really annoyed that he manipulated her first.


"...." 


Brother Lucas desperately wanted to spill the truth and reveal his longing for her too. However, when the words were on the tip of his tongue, he couldn't say it. It was not the right time yet. Janell Joy needed to wait a little more.


"You can't answer it, can you?" Janell Joy looked into the distance and her tone sounded more mellow, "It doesn't matter if he liked me or not, I will still like him."


Nathaniel felt bad. He reached out and rubbed her head. "Actually, I do know. Think about it. If you could like Brother Lucas so much, there must be something that you are attracted to. And maybe that thing is his graciousness towards you."


"Mr. President, have you ever fallen in love with someone?" She looked back at him. "You will put that person in your heart, and you will always be thinking about that person, even if you've just met him or her. Once that person leaves, you will miss that person tremendously."


"I have." He responded confidently, "The person I like is very outstanding, and she's much more excellent than I imagined."


"Wow... Mr. President, are you serious?" Was Brother Lucas praising her? Was he complimenting her? She was so excited and nervous that her heart almost jumped out of her chest.


"Of course it's true." As he spoke, he naturally reached out his hand and gently pushed her hair back, "She had always been I cared for as she grew up, but many things that have happened recently made me see her in a new light. Everything she has done went far beyond my impression and expectation of her."


"Then do you like this version of her?" If Brother Lucas did not like that she worked so hard, and only wanted her to hide behind him like a little woman, what should she do then?


"Of course I do!" He looked at her, and he looked as smitten as if he had been in love with her for thousands of years.


Of course, he liked her! Janell Joy looked at him with a smile. Her bright smile and innocent looking eyes melted Nathaniel's heart immediately. She looked so dazzling that she could illuminate the gloomy night sky.


Janell Joy also looked back at him and thought similarly. They looked at each other, as if they were almost intoxicated in each other's eyes.


Brother Lucas said that he liked this version of her! Janell Joy was so excited that she almost cheered out loud. She couldn't wait to hold Brother Lucas's hand and tell everyone that this person was her Brother Lucas, and this person was the person she liked.


Bang-


Suddenly, a loud noise broke the silence. Nathaniel and Janell Joy turned to look in the direction of the sound at the same time, and the people who were resting in the tent rushed out. However, since it was already dark, they could only hear the loud sound, but they could not see what was going on. 


Nathaniel stepped forward immediately and said, "Secretary Hart, I need some people with me to check things out."


When he ordered Secretary Hart, he had already left Janell Joy behind and walked quickly ahead. He did not care about her. At this critical moment, the people's safety was still his priority in his heart.


"Luc... Mr. President, I'll go with you." 


It was so dark, and the place was deeply affected by the earthquake. They might slip and fall accidentally. Janell Joy was not at ease if she did not stay with Brother Lucas.


"No way!" Nathaniel refused harshly without turning his head.


"I want to go!" She gritted her teeth and followed behind him. After she caught up with him, she didn't care about how others looked at their relationship. She reached out and hugged his arm. "You said that I'm not allowed to leave your sight. I followed your words. Why can't I follow that now?"


"Things are different now. You'd better stay in a safe place and not leave." Nathaniel forcibly pulled her hand away.


Although he had personally told her not to leave his sight today, the current situation was different. He did not want to put her life in danger.


"What is different? In my opinion, they are the same." Usually, she was not so capricious and disobedient, and she didn't want to cause trouble for Brother Lucas. But at this moment, she was afraid, so she didn't think as rationally as she usually did.


"Janell Joy, this is an earthquake stricken area, not an amusement park. This is not where you can just fool around." He understood her temper too well. If she didn't give up willingly, she would definitely find a way to follow him when he left.


"You're also saying that I'm here to fool around?" When other people say that she was here to fool around, she was not so affected, because they meant nothing to her. She would not care about what other people had said or done.


But he was different. He was her Brother Lucas, and he was her emotional pillar. He was the reason that she kept working hard. Others didn't know this, but didn't he know how hard she tried?


That night, when she helped move the supplies, she even fell down several times. Once, when she fell into a mud pit, she didn't even complain that it was dirty. She got up with mud all over her body and continued to help carry the supplies.


Because it was dark and she could not see, most of the time, she was just walking forward recklessly. She fell on the road before and her knees even bled. However, as she thought that she could help Brother Lucas, she gritted her teeth and endured the hardship.







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Although she was kind, but Janell Joy did not do these things for the people. She did it for her Brother Lucas.


If her Brother Lucas was not here, she wouldn't be here too. But Brother Lucas said that she was just fooling around? Did he really think she was fooling around?


He just said that she was more excellent than he had imagined, and now he said that she was fooling around in the disaster area. Did he not mean his praises?


"Well, fine then. I don't care." She gave him a pitiful look and turned around. She rejoined her team members.


Although she returned to her team, her attention was still on Brother Lucas the whole time. He hurt her feelings, so why would she care about him? She should be angry with him!


But that was useless. She couldn't stay angry with him. She was sad the moment he left her. How could this be?


She was only 18 years old. Actually, since she was four years old, she had been thinking about Brother Lucas a lot. This was not good. She had not been able to fall in love like other young people, and she never experienced how it was like to fall in love for the first time. But her heart was already attached to someone else.


"Little Jar, quickly prepare some disinfectant. Shane and Burly, help me carry him onto the bed so he could lie down." Yaya suddenly rushed into the tent. She was carrying a heavily injured man on her back.


The injured man was a tall man. Yaya was thin, and the man was quite buff. When he pressed on Yaya, she was almost crushed.


Janell Joy rushed over and helped to support the man. "Sister Yaya, what happened?"


"What's going on?" Burly and Shane also rushed over to help. When Shane saw the left leg of the injured person, he almost vomited again. But this time, he knew how to pull himself together and tried his best to focus on his job.


With everyone's help, they finally lifted the buff man from Yaya's back and placed him on the temporary operating table. Yaya was finally free and took a l deep breath.


After a while, she explained, "Another building collapsed over there and many rescue personnels were crushed. As of now, there are still quite a number of people injured and they lack medical staff."


"The loud noise earlier came from the building? Is it still dangerous now? Did you see Mr. President and the others?" Janell Joy wanted to run over immediately, but she didn't do it. 


When she faced dire situations, she could remain calm. She wasn't sure of the situation there, and Brother Lucas didn't want her to go with him. 


If she followed him, he would be distracted because he had to take care of her if something happened. Janell Joy finally understood Brother Lucas's good intention. When she thought more about it, she felt a lump on her throat and tears welled up in her eyes.


She turned her back and quietly wiped her tears. She could not let anyone see her crying secretly. Then she took a deep breath again to calm herself down. 


At this critical moment, she had to help save as much people as possible. She can't afford to break down. After a while, she quickly prepared the materials and tools needed for treatment and said, "Sister Yaya, I've prepared the disinfection tools."


"Little Jar, please stay here to take care of the injured man and help him treat his wound. We'll find other survivors," Yaya responded calmly, but when she saw the condition of the injured man, she was a little worried. "Little Jar, can you handle it?"


On his left leg, the flesh was almost detached from his leg, the wound was so deep that you could almost see his bones, and blood kept flowing out. It looked very disgusting. Shane looked at it and quickly turned his head away. He couldn't even look at it for a second time, that was why Yaya checked on Janell Joy.


"Sister Yaya, you can go ahead and search for the other survivors. I'll be fine here." No matter how disgusting it was, Janell Joy could grit her teeth and perform her job. She had seen a lot of these gory scenes in the past two days, so she was now calmer than she was when she first came here.


"Okay, then I'll leave you to it. We'll search for the rest now." Yaya nodded at her response, as she was quite confident in Little Jar.


"Sister Yaya, you guys should also take care of yourselves. When you save the victims, don't forget to take care of yourselves too." Janell Joy was trying to lift her team's spirits up, and she also hoped that Brother Lucas could hear her out too.


Yaya and the rest were busy saving people, and Janell Joy did not waste any time too. She prepared the disinfection tools and she was ready to treat the injured man. 


First, she cleaned the man's wound thoroughly, then, she applied some medication on his wound and bandaged his wound. The process was very long, but she was not impatient at all. When she was busy, she devoted herself to saving people. She had no time to think about her Brother Lucas. 


The situation on Nathaniel Cooper's side was also very tense. The collapsed building had also crushed a group of search and rescue personnels. Because of this, the search and rescue personnels became lesser, and there were more wounded victims. 


The medical team were panicking as they severely lacked manpower. Although everyone was working their hearts out, no one complained about being tired.


When Mr. President continued to work through the night like everyone else, everyone felt comforted. Throughout the night, everyone had been struggling to stay sane. When they got too tired, they would casually find an empty space to rest for a while. 


Everyone was caring, and no one was being judgmental. After resting for a while, they got up and continued to help out. By the time they managed to rescue most of the survivors, the sky turned bright. Perhaps, after the earthquake and aftershocks, the sky always appeared so gloomy. 


In addition, it had been drizzling the whole time, so the weather was very bad. Everyone took turns to take a break for an hour or two, but Janell Joy didn't. She was surprisingly energetic and motivated, so she didn't feel tired even though she kept working.


Yaya took a short rest. As she woke up, she saw that Janell Joy is still working. She became worried and said, "Little Jar, you have been working for the whole night. Go and take a nap. Even if you can't sleep, just close your eyes for a while, you will feel better."


"Sister Yaya, I'm not tired. I'm not tired at all." Janell Joy smiled and she took a warm towel to wipe the face of an older patient. "Do you feel better now?"


"Better, much better... My child, thank you!" The elderly lady cried as she thanked them.


She cried because she watched her loved ones die in front of her, and she was moved to tears by these young individuals who took care of her so lovingly.


"No worries. Please rest up more. I'll need to check on the other patients okay." Janell Joy was taking care of everyone in the tent. She addressed them and spoke with them endearingly, so the older patients felt extremely loved and cared for.


"Young one, you should rest for awhile. If you are exhausted, we will be worried about you." The old woman really cared about her.


Janell Joy smiled sweetly and said, "Don't worry, I won't..."


"Little girl, come out for a moment." Before she could finish her words, Mr. President appeared at the entrance of her tent. He came to see her personally.


Little girl? Was he calling her that again? She told him before that she had a name. She was not a random "little girl". Her name was Janell Joy Carter, and he could call her Janell. If he called her "little girl" again, he would lose the privilege of calling her "Janell".


She remembered what she said clearly and would never forget her words. He'd better not think that she was joking with him.






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"Mr. President? Is it Mr. President?" The President suddenly appeared in front of them, and the wounded survivors in the tent were so excited that their eyes were full of tears.


"Mr. President, thank you for coming over to comfort everyone."


"Mr. President, thank you for personally taking charge of the emergency and relief work, and working so efficiently that many lives were saved."


"Mr. President, you are really a good President. We have never seen a President like you that would work with us."


When the Mr. President arrived, everyone was stunned. Mr. President only wanted to speak to Janell Joy Carter, but he ended up having to check up on the survivors too.


Janell Joy stood aside and she was ignored. Earlier, everyone was so nice to her as she took care of them very lovingly. However, seemed that they valued their Mr. President more.


As she knew that she was being sidelined, Janell Joy secretly gave Nathaniel Cooper a fierce look and walked out of the tent. Why were they looking at him that way? She was much more attractive and cuter than their Mr. President. However, as soon as he came, everyone ignored her. She was jealous!


She was not jealous of the survivors, but of her Brother Lionel instead. In his mind, his country was always more important than her.


Although he was shaking hands and speaking with the survivors, Nathaniel could only see Janell Joy in his eyes. He noticed every little action she did. After she left, he went out shortly too, but he didn't see the little girl.


"Where?" He asked his two bodyguards who were guarding at the door. But when the two bodyguards heard his question, their eyes looked confused. Where? There was a loophole in Mr. President's question.


"What was he asking about? Was he looking for something or someone?"


Mr. President asked this question, but they didn't know who or what he was referring to. How would they know what he was asking about?


As he saw how confused his guards looked, Nathaniel only had one thought in his mind. He decided not to entrust personal matters on his bodyguards anymore as they clearly did not care much.


"Poof..."


When Nathaniel looked around, he heard a crisp sneer from the side. He looked up and saw that the girl was standing aside and laughing at him.


He walked up to her and asked, "What's wrong? Are you not angry anymore?"


"Hmph..." She didn't even look at him and ignored him. She turned around and looked very arrogantly.


"Little girl, come with me," he spoke and walked in front of her. After a few steps, the little girl stood still and did not move. 


It seemed that she was still upset with him. He turned back and repeated, "Little girl, come with me."


She ignored him, but he was very patient and waited for her. He made her angry today and hurt her feelings. He wouldn't mind this little silent treatment from her.


"Who are you calling little girl?" If she didn't call her name, she would not go with him...But, her footsteps were almost out of her control, and she really wanted to go with him.


"You're young and little, if you're not a little girl then who is?" He looked at her carefully. 


Her clothes were stained and her face was dirty, which further accentuated her big, bright eyes. He couldn't help but to hold her hand and said, "Follow me."


And she followed him. Even if he didn't pull her away, she would still follow him anyway. His hand was so big that it could easily hold her tiny wrist. 


On this rainy day, it was the first time that he had made her feel warm. She couldn't resist getting closer to him. She really wanted to crawl into his arms and let him hug her. 


As long as he hugged her, the suffering and pain she endured all this while would disappear immediately. But just as she approached him, she stopped again. 


At this time, he was not her Brother Lucas. His arms did not belong to her. Perhaps he sensed that something was wrong, Nathaniel increased his grip slightly and held her tighter. "What's wrong?"


She shook her head. Then she lowered her head and did not speak. She was afraid that if she made a sound, she would end up crying.


"Janell?" he asked.


She was still silent, and Nathaniel did not ask anymore questions. However, no matter how many people looked at them along the way, he did not let go of her hand.


Along the way, neither of them spoke. It wasn't until they reached the tent that he said, "I got someone to prepare some warm water for you and a fresh change of clothes. Take a quick rinse, change your clothes, and I'll wait outside."


She was the daughter of the Carter family of Shengtian. She had been the gem of her family since she was a child. She never had to suffer at all all these years. His heart ached as he saw how messy and dirty she looked, and she barely had time to rest.


"Mr. President, did you specially prepare these for me?" She knew that her Brother Lucas was thinking about her. Her spirits became higher.


He nodded. "Yes, so go and wash up. Then please rest for awhile. I'll let you know when it's dawn.


She didn't understand, "Aren't you coming in?"


"It's not appropriate." This little girl had to know how to protect herself. What if he was not her Brother Lucas? What if he was a bad guy?


"Mr. President, please come in with me." She gestured for him to come in. "Hurry up. I need your help."


He didn't ask what it was about because he couldn't say no to those bright eyes. He followed her in. As soon as he entered the tent, she turned around and rushed to his arms. She reached out to hold his waist tightly.


"Janell..." Nathaniel wanted to push her away, but he couldn't. He also wanted to hold her in his arms, but he was now the President of Country A. 


He asked, "Little girl, do you know who you are hugging?" This person was not her Brother Lucas. The identity of the man in her arms was completely unknown to her. What if he was a man with ill intentions...


"Mr. President, don't move, don't talk, just let me lean against you for a while. Because I think I miss my Brother Lucas a lot." 


She hugged him tightly, rubbed her little head against his chest, and murmured, "If my Brother Lucas is around me, he will hold me tightly and give me some warmth... He will."


"Janell..." He wanted to tell her that Brother Lucas was by her side. Brother Lucas was currently hugging her, and Brother Lucas will give her warmth.


He couldn't say those to her yet, but he could hold her tightly, give her a sense of security, and give her a little warmth. He reached out to hug her back and patted her on the back. "It's alright. Everything will be fine."


Gradually, he felt that her breathing slowed down. He looked down and found that she had fallen asleep in his arms. 


This little girl worked hard for an entire day and night. In front of the survivors, she even said that she was not tired. However, she fell asleep in his arms in such a short time.






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"Janell..." Nathaniel Cooper called her gently. She didn't respond to him. He carried her up gently and placed her on a small bed in the tent.


As she put Janell Joy Carter down, he loosened his grip and wanted to take a towel to help her wash her face, but just as he moved, the little girl grabbed him and said, "Brother Lucas, don't leave me behind, I'm scared."


Usually, she always pretended to be very cheerful and fearless. It seemed that no matter how difficult life was, she could endure it. However, on the inside, there was a very different side of her.


She had no sense of security in her. heart. Her insecurity did not stem from this disaster relief work, but it stemmed from how her Brother Lucas disappeared from her sight after she took so much effort to find him. 


"Don't be afraid, Janell. I will stay by your side, and I will protect you." He grabbed her hand and massaged it gently. "Janell, ...."


He wanted to thank her for coming to him in time. When he finally became President, she came to him in time and witnessed his success in his career. She came right after he had overcome his hard struggles.


When he had just taken office, the 7.6 magnitude earthquake happened... She accompanied him through this hard time, and he knew that his efforts were worth it.


She definitely did not know how important she was to him. She meant so much to him that her existence could propel him to go further in his life.


When that incident had happened, everyone believed that he would definitely be defeated, but he was succeeding so far. However, no one knew that the reason he was able to work hard was because he thought of this little girl. And he remembered that he owed her a promise.


"Brother Lucas, you promised me that I can find you..." In her dreams, she frowned and became so sad that she almost cried.


"Janell, I'm sorry!" he said. 


When she was very young, he chose to return to his country and abandoned her, betraying the promise he had given her. Aaron Paul often said that she saved his life, but he nearly died for her. The debt he owed her had already been paid off. However, in Nathaniel's viewpoint, the relationship between him and her went beyond just saving each other. 


In the beginning, he wanted to stay by Little Janell's side to protect her. He had two purposes. He wanted to use her status to hide from others safely. Next, he wanted to repay her for saving his life. However, before he knew it, he had already forgotten his original purpose. He stayed by her side and simply wanted to protect her.


"Brother Lucas..." She slept uneasily in her dreams. From time to time, she would call out Brother Lucas, the big boy who would protect her.


Nathaniel held her hand in one hand and touched her forehead with his other hand. He said softly, "Janell, let me tell you a story that you like, okay?"


When she was very young, she loved the story "Frozen" a lot. However, he didn't know much about fairytales, so he made up some stories for her. Unexpectedly, she was very interested in his stories. She even told him that his stories were the best. 


Since she was young, she was a cute and naughty little girl who was also very considerate. She really carried her family values with her and grew up in a healthy and loving household.


"No, you just need to stay by my side." No matter how much she liked fairy tales, she much preferred his companion.


"Okay, I will accompany you then. I won't go anywhere." He patted her on the back and coaxed her to sleep as if he was coaxing a child.


After she fell asleep soundly, he washed her face with a cloth. However, when he touched the pail of water, the water had already cooled down. 


He washed her face with the cold water instead. Her little face was so dirty that no one could see her face clearly. He cleaned her face with a white towel. After washing her face, the white towel instantly changed colour. One could imagine how much she neglected her image for the whole day and night. 


He changed the pail of water and washed the cloth thoroughly before cleaning her face again. 


This was his Little Janell. However, she was still as cute as a little cat, and he didn't mind her dirty look. After washing her face, Nathaniel took the towel and wiped her hands. 


He noticed a wound in her palm. When he saw the blood on her hand, he thought that she might have hurt herself when treating others. 


Nathaniel's heart sank at the sight of her bloodied palm, and he felt like he was stabbed. This girl lectured him about seeking help and taking care of oneself before others. Today, she was hurt instead, yet she remained silent.


He really wanted to punish her for this. But of course, he was not willing to do it. He cleaned and treated her wound instead. However, that was not the only injury on her body. There were a few blisters on her feet too. 


The blisters popped, and the pus even flowed out. There were several scratches on her calves and injuries on her knees too…


Besides her face, the rest of her body was also covered in wounds. Nathaniel treated all her wounds thoroughly. He couldn't wait to wake her up and question her.


Wasn't it better for her to live a rich and comfortable life if she stayed in New York as Miss Carter? Why did she have to come to such a place to suffer?


Brother Lucas chose to take up the responsibility on his shoulders and abandoned her more than ten years ago.


He had abandoned her long ago. Didn't she know that?


Now, the Brother Lucas she missed had finally climbed to the peak of his life and success, but he already had a fiancee. She was a woman known all over the country.


If she knew that he was her Brother Lucas, and that her Brother Lucas had been lying to her the whole time, how sad would she be?


"Brother Lucas, as long as you are by my side, I won't be afraid of anything." In her dream, she smiled. 


She must have dreamed of the Brother Lucas she missed. She followed him without hesitation and worked for him relentlessly. But what about him? What on earth did he do for her?


Not only did he not do anything for her, she was even hurt and injured because of him. 


"Anyone!" Nathaniel was so angry that he threw the towel out of his hand, which hit the face of Secretary Hart who heard his orders.


"Mr. President... What, what's wrong? I just..." What was going on? He did not do anything wrong earlier, but why was Mr. President so angry?


"Get a helicopter here. Bring her back to Jason Lesley. Instruct Jason to take good care of her for me. If she loses a strand of hair, I will punish the Lesley family." 


He needed to exert his dominance and authority right now. He had been pretending to be nice for too long. He pretended to be so nice that he nearly forgotten, how hard was his climb to this throne. He deserved to feel superior.


"Mr. President... bring her back?" Was Mr. President's head been concussed by the earthquake? Getting a helicopter just to send this little girl back? It would be a waste of resources. This was not the right thing to do at the time of a rescue.


"Secretary Hart, have not made myself clear? Do you need me to tell you again?" Nathaniel narrowed his eyes slightly, and his gaze was even more fierce.


"Understood, understood. I'll arrange it right away." Secretary Hart ran as fast as he could. It had been a long time since he last saw the murderous look on the President's face.







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The fragrant aroma of food was very strong. After a while, the room was filled with the scent.


"Hu..." The little girl lying on the bed sniffled and licked her lips subconsciously. The aromatic scent almost made her drool, but she still did not want to wake up.


The delicious breakfast, the soft bed, the warm quilt… 


All of this reminded her of her home in New York. To her, everything was warm and beautiful, and she was only missing Brother Lucas. 


This was a dream. Otherwise, how could she smell the scent of her favourite strawberries? 


She knew that she was in the disaster area. There were injured people and dead bodies everywhere. She could smell blood and the stench of dead bodies. She was most definitely hallucinating about strawberries.


However, she could still smell the aromatic scent after a long time. She was so hungry that her stomach was growling, and she was salivating. Since she couldn't eat them in reality, she felt quite lucky that she could dream about her favourite food and smell them so realistically.


She greedily breathed in the smell of the food and tried to fill her stomach with it. She was still hungry, but at least she was satisfied.


"Janell Joy, wake up!" Now, she heard the sound of Samantha Lesley's voice. Janell Joy sighed. If this was a dream, then it felt too real.


"Janell Joy, you've slept for an entire day and a night. If you don't wake up, I'll call the police." Samantha pushed Janell Joy. 


"You're the first person I know who could sleep so long. Aren't you hungry at all?"


"Samantha, can you be quiet?" This girl had been making a lot of noise these days. She was finally resting well in her dreams, and Samantha was disturbing her serenity. Didn't she know that she was very sleepy?


"Janell Joy, I've asked the helpers to prepare a lot of delicious food. Get up and eat something. You can sleep after." Samantha felt very sad when she thought of what Secretary Hart had said the morning before.


Janell Joy was her friend, but how did she become a distinguished guest of the President suddenly? Because of this, she acted very carefully around Janell Joy now. She felt that the dynamics of their friendship had changed. 


"Janell Joy... Just get up and eat something. Don't starve yourself. Otherwise, my brother and I will get into trouble." Samantha spoke very directly.


Samantha's ability to pester people was so strong that Janell Joy really couldn't stand it. She decided to wake up from the dream, so that she wouldn't have to listen to her annoying voice anymore.


Janell Joy slowly opened her eyes knowing that she would definitely see her Brother Lucas by her side. She no longer needed to listen to Samantha's annoying nagging.


But when she opened her eyes, she didn't see Brother Lucas. Instead, she saw a big smile on Samantha's face. She was smiling brightly at her. "Janell Joy, you are finally willing to open your eyes. You have slept for such a long time. If you weren't breathing, I would think you had died."


Janell Joy blinked and tried hard to clarify her view, but... when she opened her eyes again, Samantha was still in front of her, and Brother Lucas was not there.


Janell Joy was so disappointed. "Samantha, why are you here? Where is Brother Lucas?"


Samantha was a very timid and shy person. She had never participated in outdoor activities when she was in school. She was always the first to withdraw from any activities that involved survival skills.


She was always afraid of a lot of things. Samantha didn't have the courage to participate in any risky activities. She wondered how did Janell Joy had the courage to work for disaster relief?


"Janell Joy, are you confused? This is my home, if I'm not here, where else can I go?"Samantha reached out her hand and touched Janell Joy's forehead. She compared her body temperature with her own. 


Finally, she asked, "Janell Joy, do you have a fever? Why are you spewing all these nonsense?"


The bed was soft and big, and the room was very warm. In addition to the smell of food, she could also smell hot tea and cologne. 


She finally deduced that she was no longer at the disaster area, but she was back at the Lesley house. She knew that besides her Brother Lucas. No... 


Besides the President of Country A, no one else would have the power or ability to send her back to the Lesley house. She was doing well at her work at the disaster area. Why did he send her back when she fell asleep?


Did he really think that she would not be able to help him if she stayed in the disaster area? Would she cause more trouble for him?


At the thought that Brother Lucas despised her so much, Janell Joy felt so down. Tears swirled in her eyes, and she almost cried out loud. However, she bit her lips tightly to stop herself from crying.


In Brother Lucas's heart, she was already so useless. She couldn't cry like a child again. She had to be brave, strong, and improve herself. She would not want Brother Lucas to look down on her again.


"Janell Joy, what's wrong? Is there something wrong?" Seeing Janell Joy's red eyes, Samantha wanted to comfort her, but she didn't have the right words to do so.


Janell Joy managed to control her emotions, but after listening to Samantha's words, she almost broke down again. She hurriedly turned her head away so she wouldn't cry.


Since she was little, her father told her that she was their treasure. He told her that she needed to let everything out and she did not need to suppress anything in her heart.


For more than a decade, her family had taken good care of her. She was hardworking, smart, brave, strong... No one ever hurt her like this before.


"Janell Joy, stop daydreaming. Get up and wash up, or you'll really starve." Samantha raised her hand and waved it in front of Janell Joy. 


"Janell Joy, did you hear what I said?"


"Have I slept for an entire day and a night?" Janell Joy asked.


"Yes, it's been an entire day and a night. Secretary Hart sent you back yesterday morning. You slept until this morning, which is now." Samantha nodded hard.


"How's the situation at the disaster area? Is there any aftershocks still? Did you hear any news about Mr. President?" Although Janell Joy felt down, she was still worried about the person who made her feel that way.


No matter how he bullied her or made her sad, he was her Brother Lucas. He was the person that was on her mind all the time since she was a child.


It was impossible for her to really be angry with him, because her emotions outweighed her rationality. She could not stop herself from worrying about him.


"Well, the news reported that the situation in the disaster area is much better. The communication channels and water supply have recovered, and a large number of supplies have also been sent in time... Don't worry, there will not be any aftershocks too."


Samantha's speech was long, but she neglected the question that Janell Joy cared about the most. Janell Joy didn't bother to ask Samantha again. 


She hurriedly took out her phone and browsed the news. She knew that Samantha probably summarized the news for her too.






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As she read the news, she read a lot about how the volunteers and workers managed the bodies of the deceased in the disaster area. One after another, the news was all over different outlets.


The weather in Long Cove in September was not very cold. There were too many people who died in the earthquake, and their bodies would quickly rot if not managed properly.


Once the corpses rot, chances of bacterial infection were high. If an infection happened, it would be hard to contain the spread. Therefore, it was very urgent matter to dispose the corpses properly.


After discussing and listening to the opinions of the people and professionals, the leaders of the country decided to cremate the bodies. Although the news was very disheartening, the most important thing was for the living to live well.


Unexpectedly, as soon as the news spread out, some people objected this decision. Some of the relatives of the deceased were far away from the affected area, and many people had not been able to come back to see their families for the last time.


Some oppositions took advantage of this incident to incite the families of the dead in the disaster area. They wanted to bring the President down. 


Many people knew that their Mr.  President had the final say in this matter, but the matter was discussed with the public and from the opinions of the professionals. However, the opposition would just say anything to bring him down regardless.


"These people are really bastards!" Janell Joy was so angry that she swore. Her Brother Lucas, together with the people in the disaster area, rushed into the disaster area to save people.


People at the disaster area saw what he had done with their own eyes. How could there still be people who wanted to fan the flames and pull him down. What was more annoying was the fact that many angry citizens would jump on the bandwagon and trust what the opposition said. They didn't even witness the President's hard work at the scene. 


"Janell Joy, what's wrong with you?" Samantha asked curiously as she saw how angry Janell Joy had gotten. 


"These are fake news and tabloids, mostly created to disrupt the political stability. Any sane person would know that. Besides, the President has his own way to deal with these things. These clowns wouldn't be able to do anything." Samantha could say these words because she knew the President well. 


Mr. President worked very hard and diligently to get where he was now, and many citizens witnessed that. He climbed his way up. No matter his capabilities, it was sad to see how many people out there were willing to bring him down. From the bottom of her heart, Janell Joy felt sad to see that. 


"Samantha, did Mr. President came back from the disaster area?" Janell Joy was so anxious that she wanted to jump off the bed, but she was stopped by Samantha.


Samantha hugged Janell Joy and said, "Janell Joy, there are injuries on your feet and legs. The doctor has helped you treat the wounds. Don't move too much for the time being."


"Has Mr. President returned?" Janell Joy asked again.


"He's back. My brother went to the North Palace to attend a meeting." Samantha thought for a moment and said, "Janell Joy, you were close to Brother Dominic for a while, and then you're with Mr. President now. Do you think they're all your Brother Lucas? Isn't Brother Lucas just one individual?"


"Of course I know that Brother Lucas is only one person." She knew this very well and that was why she cherished him so much. "Samantha, tell me, was Mr. President..."


Janell Joy abruptly swallowed the word "injured" back..Even if her Brother Lucas  was injured, he would not say anything. Just like the wound on his shoulder, he would only quietly let the doctor deal with it briefly, and he would keep it to himself.


Samantha was worried and said, "Janell Joy, let's eat something."


"Okay." She really needed to eat. She had been hungry for so many days already. If she didn't have enough food, how would she have the strength to continue to help Brother Lucas?


Perhaps because Janell Joy hadn't eaten anything for a long time, as she took two mouthfuls of her food, her stomach felt very uncomfortable, and she wanted to vomit.


She drank another glass of water and said "Samantha, I can't eat anymore."


Samantha asked, "Janell Joy, what happened to you?"


"I'm okay." Janell Joy shook her head. "Samantha, you can go out first. I want to rest for a while."


"Alright, you can sleep for a while, I'll bring you your lunch later." Samantha knew that something was wrong with her, but she didn't know how to talk to her. She decided it was probably better for her to gain some peace first.


As soon as Samantha left, Janell Joy picked up her phone and looked at the news about Mr. President on the Internet.


There were a few people who kept trying to smear his image, but the news were mostly repetitive. The news suggested that he chose to cremate the corpses in order to cover up some sort of truth.


There was a user who made a comment that made Janell Joy remember it deeply. Two days ago, this person cursed Nathaniel on the Internet by saying that he should go and never come back. Then, someone more capable could take up the position.


Janell Joy clicked on the man's picture and wanted to read more information about him, but it seemed like a spam account. Obviously, he didn't want others to find out anything about him.


Janell Joy gritted her teeth. She needed to find him out. She needed to teach him a lesson. The only person who could help her find out about this person was Andrew Carter.


Although she was really unwilling to call him, but for the sake of Brother Lucas, Janell Joy once again gritted her teeth and dialed Andrew's phone number. When she called, the call was almost immediately connected, but he did not hear any voice from the other end. 


Janell Joy pursed her lips and asked, "Why are you not talking?"


"I'm waiting for the almighty Miss Carter to speak. I have to listen to her and be at her beck and call." Andrew  spoke in a relaxed tone.


"Andrew, do you have to talk to me like this?"


That was why she didn't want to talk to him and probably why they couldn't get along. She couldn't stand his attitude when they spoke.


"So you're not calling for help?" Andrew asked back.


Janell Joy stammered, "I..."


Andrew gave a wry smile and said, "Go ahead, what's the matter?"


"Can you help me investigate a person?" After all, she was asking for his help. Janell Joy's attitude had to be polite.


"Janell Joy, do you think that your Brother Lucas is just a child? Does he want you to do everything for him?" Andrew suddenly sounded mad.


Janell Joy was so confused by his anger and she asked, "What do you mean?"


He added, "He must have already found out about the person you want me to investigate, so you don't need to worry about whoever that was."


Janell Joy couldn't believe his words, "Really?"


Andrew suddenly changed his tone and said, "Janell, I need to be frank. Whether you like it or not, I will just say it. Your Brother Lucas is far more powerful than you think. He is capable of climbing to the position of being the leader of the country. Do you think he is stupid?"


"Of course I know that he is very powerful, but no matter how powerful he is, I still want to help him. I want to share some of his burden with him, can't I?" She knew that he was powerful, but she wanted to do something.


"Of course you can..." Andrew took a deep breath and murmured, "What's so good about him? Is he worth so much for you to do these things for him?"


He had accompanied her for fourteen years, and the days he spent with her were far longer than the days when she was accompanied by her Brother Lucas.


He accompanied her, took care of her, and loved her. As long as she needed something, he was more concerned about it than his own matters. Why couldn't she notice the person that was by her side all this time?


Thursday, September 10, 2020

LM CHAPTERS 771 - 775

LM 

CHAPTERS 771 - 775







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Janell Joy was stopped by the bodyguards when she was a few meters away from him. He could see her face and her expression clearly. There was mud on her delicate face. She was probably too busy helping out that she didn't have time to care about her face.


Even though her face was smeared with mud and full of dust, she still looked cute. Her bright eyes were so attractive that she would stand out in a crowd.


This girl!


What should he do with her? He looked at her and he felt very conflicted. He could not let her do whatever she wanted. He had to tie her up and keep an eye on her at all times so that he would know that she's safe.


Janell Joy looked at the two bodyguards who stopped her and smiled sweetly at them. "Big brothers, don't stop me. I am only offering a bottle of water to Mr. President. He was here early, and he had been busy all morning. He must be very tired! As a civilian, I don't have anything else to offer him. Perhaps this bottle of water could be my way of saying thank you."


Brother? Nathaniel was alerted when he heard that word, and he frowned. 


Damn it!! He didn't want to hear her call another man 'brother' with her beautiful voice. This title should be exclusive to him.


"Let her come." When he saw her talking to another man, he didn't feel happy about it.


The bodyguards did not dare to defy his words. They moved aside so Janell Joy could walk past them. A clear path leading to her Brother Lucas!


"Thank you, brothers! I'll bring over another two bottles of water later. You must be tired too!" Janell Joy politely thanked them.


Before Janell Joy was done speaking, the two bodyguards felt that their President was staring at them with a death glare. They probably knew that he was staring at them, but they just didn't dare to look at him. They lowered their heads in silence, as if they were about to hide their faces.


Janell Joy walked towards her Brother Lucas very comfortably and confidently. She came to his side and handed the bottle of mineral water to him, "Mr. President, you've worked hard. I don't have anything valuable to offer you, so please accept this bottle of water. You have to save the victims, but you also need to take care of your body. Your family and those who care about you will also worry about you."


She spoke sweetly, but there was an implicit meaning behind her words. She suggested that if he did not take good care of himself, she would be very worried.


"Alright, thank you!" He took the bottle of water and smiled at her, but his smile was different from the usual smile when he was with her. 


It seemed like this was his "fake" smile that he would put on when he was with others.


"Mr. President..." She was already shorter than him, and at this moment, she was standing in a lower ground than he was. She had to look up the entire time she spoke with him.


Nathaniel bent down slightly as he noticed her discomfort, as he wanted her to look him in the eyes. "What do you want to tell me?"


Janell Joy turned her gaze away and looked at his left shoulder. At such a close distance, she could clearly see that his clothes were stained with blood..


"Mr. President, I just told you that the people's lives are important, but your life is important too, because you are the pillar of the country. If you fall, your people would worry even more, so you must protect yourself first." 


As she saw that he was injured, she clearly felt very distressed, but she tried her best to speak with him objectively. Deep down, she could not wait to tear his clothes away and see how bad were his injuries. She knew she couldn't do so. At this time, he was the President of a country, not her Brother Lucas.


"Are you with the medical team?" Nathaniel was not in the mood to listen to what she said. He only wanted to keep her by his side.


"Yes, I am. If you are injured, I can help you treat it." Janell Joy nodded hard. Brother Lucas spoke about her, and she became really excited.


"Then come with me." After that, he turned around and left.


"Ah..." Janell Joy was stunned for a moment and followed behind him. 


"Okay. Mr. President, if you need anything, you can tell me. I'm here to help you."


He was walking ahead comfortably, but she was chasing behind him. She had to walk very fast to catch up with his pace. Along the way, the roads after the earthquake were bumpy and uneven, but she seemed to be hopping cheerfully as she walked.


She was so happy that she almost forgot what she was doing. She didn't even notice when he stopped, so she bumped into him.


"Ouch..." Her nose hit his back, which was so painful that she almost burst into tears. She really wanted to cry out loud to gain some care and attention.


"Are you okay?" He turned around and instinctively reached out to touch her nose. His movements were very gentle and appeared very natural. This reaction was not typical of an innocent interaction between a President and a civilian.


"I'm fine." She pushed him away and took two small steps back to keep a distance from him.


There were many people everywhere, and there were also many reporters. If they were photographed together by others, it might affect his reputation. She did not want to ruin Brother Lucas's hard-earned reputation.


"Follow me," he said.


He brought her into a tent set up for resting. The tent was set up simply, and inside, there were a small table and two small benches. 


On the table, there were two packets of instant noodles, a cup, a kettle, and a first aid kit. It was a simple tent, with really simple items inside the tent. No one would have imagined that this was where the President rested.


Their Mr. President was such a humble man. That must be the reason why he won the love and support of his citizens.


Janell Joy was sighing deeply in her heart. However, he needed to tend to his wound. "Mr. President, take off your shirt first."


"Take off my shirt?" He raised his eyebrows and asked. 


What was she thinking? Did she think that he brought her here because he wanted to do something to her? Janell Joy looked at her very innocently.


"Mr. President, if you don't take off your shirt, how can I treat your wound?"


It turned out that her Brother Lucas had bad intentions in his mind. When she asked him to take off his shirt, did he think that she wanted to do something?


"How do you know that I'm injured?" He did not want her to know much and did not want her to worry about him. Perhaps, she would not worry about this stranger who had nothing to do with her.


"You're indeed injured. Why can't you let me know?" Did this person think that she was blind? Did he think she couldn't tell the difference between mud and blood on his shirt?


"Put this on, and use this. From now on, you have to disinfect your body every half an hour in the medical room." He handed her a raincoat and a mask. 


"The weather is gloomy, and it may rain at any time. You have to take care of yourself and don't catch a cold again."








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Janell Joy took the things the President handed to her and nodded respectfully. "Mr. President, I will do what you said. I will take good care of myself, I won't let myself get hurt, I won't catch a cold, and I won't let those who care about me worry about me, but..."


"No buts." Nathaniel Cooper interrupted her harshly. He approached her and helped her put on the raincoat and the mask. 


"And most importantly, you must remember that you are not allowed to leave my sight from now on." He always put on a gentle look when he was with her and also when he was facing the public. 


Janell Joy thought that he would never have any angry side to him. But at this moment, he spoke so harshly to her and even ordered her. Was he really the Brother Lucas who loved her a lot?


His voice was harsh because he loved her and cared about her. If he was with someone he didn't care about, he would still put on the calm expression he always had on his face.


"Mr. President, why are you so good to me?" She was in a good mood so she asked casually.


Nathaniel's hand froze slightly as he was about to wipe her face with a wet towel. Then, he put the wet towel in her hand. "Wipe your face first."


"Mr. President, a dirty face is just a small matter. Being injured is a serious matter. If you want me to listen to you, please let me have a look at your wound first." She leaned over to him and said.


The more he hid his injury away from her, the more worried she was. "It's just a small injury. The doctor has already treated it for me." 


Since she already asked several times, if he ignored her again, it would only make her more worried. Hence, he just answered her quickly.


Would a small injury stain the whole shirt with blood? Please, Mr. President! Even if you want to lie, can you lie decently? She was no longer the four-year-old child she used to be. Was it that easy to lie to her?


"Mr. President, please let me have a look." She pulled his sleeve and flirted with him slightly. She knew all men would like this side of her.


She thought that Brother Lucas would like it too. Nathaniel did not know how to respond to her anymore. He shook his head helplessly and said, "Little girl..."


Janell Joy interrupted him. "I'm not a little girl. I have a name. My name is Janell Joy Carter. You can call me Janell."


He couldn't reconcile with her publicly because of his special identity. He still wanted to pretend in front of her by calling her "little girl", but she was indeed his Janell!


Since he could not reconcile with her, then they could try to get to know each other again.


"Little..."


"If you call me little girl again, you are not allowed to call me Janell anymore. You can call me Janell Joy just like everyone else!" Janell Joy was getting agitated over his resistance.


Her words really had a threatening effect. Nathaniel frowned, but he really didn't dare to call her 'little girl' anymore.


She looked down and put on a serious face. "Mr. President, take off your shirt and let me see your wound."


"Janell Joy, did anyone ever teach you the boundaries between a man and a woman?" Nathaniel replied to her with a gloomy face.


She was being coquettish because she cared about him, but he felt that she shouldn't be so close to him. In his mind, she didn't know that he was her Brother Lucas yet.


"Mr. President, please tell me, what did I do to make you misunderstand my intentions and actions?" She knew clearly that he would say such hurtful words because he didn't know that she knew of his identity already, but when she heard his words, she still felt hurt.


Nathaniel did not respond to her question. She did not give him a chance to explain and continued, "You're not saying anything, so that meant that I didn't cross any boundaries here, yes? If I really did something that offended you personally, I'd like to apologize to you. Please don't misunderstand my intention, because I have someone that I already like and I will never like you."


In fact, she wanted to shout at him loudly, "Are you a stranger? When you secretly kissed me last night, why didn't you think you were a stranger then?"


"When you helped me to put on my raincoat and ordered me not to leave your sight, why didn't you see yourself as a stranger then?"


"Hmph, when you want me, you can do whatever you want to me. You do and say whatever you want, whenever you want."


Of course, she could only grumble in her heart. If he knew that she knew his real identity already, he would definitely deport her back to New York.


She didn't want to go back to New York. She wanted to be with him. When he could finally reconcile with her publicly, she would be his Janell.


She predicted that Brother Lucas would feel bad after hearing her words. However, Nathaniel's heart was full of joy because she said that she had someone she liked, and that person was her Brother Lucas.


"I'm only persistent in treating you because it is my duty. I represent this nation by volunteering my time and effort here to treat those who in need. If something happened to you, I have failed my job." Even while being angry, Janell Joy still didn't forget about his injuries. After all, she was still her Brother Lucas. She was willing to look past his mistreatment. 


Nathaniel sat still and did not take off his shirt. Janell Joy was getting a little impatient. "Mr. President, I'm just curious, but do you have anyone you care about?"


"Besides your people, is there anyone you care about personally? If there is, please do this for the people you care about or those who care about you. If you don't want them to be worried, just let me have a look at your wound."


As Janell Joy gave her motivating speech, Nathaniel realized that she was good at persuading and negotiating. He had no choice but to take off his shirt. When he did so, the white gauze that had been stained with blood appeared in front of Janell Joy.


The gauze and bandage on his shoulder had turned red, and Janell Joy's heart dropped. She felt that something was piercing through her heart. 


She bit her lips and suppressed her distress and sadness. She tried to calm herself down and said, "Mr. President, please sit down first. I'll change the dressing for you."


It was rare for him to listen to her, he sat down on the stool as she removed the bandage and gauze. As soon as she removed the bandage and gauze, she saw a deep, long cut on his shoulder. 


The wound had been applied with medication, and it was also stitched. Perhaps he was busy moving around the whole time and didn't rest much, the stitches had already been torn and blood was still flowing.


"It's just a small injury. The doctor had treated it for me earlier. It's alright." He said calmly. He seemed unbothered by the injury.


"Shut up!" She yelled at him. Even with such a deep and long wound, he seemed so unbothered. When would he learn to prioritize his needs first?


Even if she was angry, she cared deeply for him. Janell Joy worked swiftly. Her movements were agile and skilful as she helped him clean his wound. She was gentle, so he could barely feel anything when she treated the wound. 


While cleaning his wound, she said, "Mr. President, if you feel pain, don't suppress it and please let me know. I'll try my best to be gentle."


"It doesn't hurt at all." In the past, he almost lost his life to protect her. He didn't feel pain at all then. This little injury was really nothing for him.


"Hiss—" Just as he said that, he suddenly felt pain.


"I thought you said that it doesn't hurt? Is everything okay?" She glanced at him coldly. She pressed hard on his wound on purpose. She wanted to remind him about pain. 


Everyone had the right to express pain. She didn't want him to suppress everything in his heart just because he's a President. He was just a mortal being at the end of the day, like everyone else.







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"It's my tooth! It hurts." Nathaniel Cooper responded defiantly. He was unwilling to reveal his pain from the wound in front of Janell Joy Carter.


"Mr. President, is your tooth on your shoulder? Or do you think that I am only four years old and would believe your little lie? Do you think I will believe whatever you say?" She was agitated that he responded to her like she was a gullible child. Besides, even if she was very young at that time, she was also very smart. No one could fool her easily. 


Nathaniel stopped speaking. He was amazed that Janell Joy was so wise and honest. Janell Joy went back to being gentle with her movements. She picked up the bandage with a pair of pliers and sterilised it with alcohol. She continued to clean the wound before putting the new bandage on.


"Mr. President, do you have someone you care about?"


"Yes." Of course he had. That person was very near to him, but now he couldn't hold her in his arms. He couldn't tell her that she was the person he cared about the most.


She was done cleaning his wound and applied some medication on it. "You're injured so badly and still insist on working, have you ever thought about how would that person feel?"


"I..." At present, he really didn't think so much about it. He only wanted to figure out the best way to rescue his citizens. 


He didn't think about what would happen if the little girl knew about this. Perhaps it wasn't because he didn't think about her, but he thought that the little girl wouldn't know about the work here if she stayed in Coast City, safe and sound. 


He was young and healthy. With such a small injury, he would be fine soon. When he returned to his little girl's side, everything would be fine.


"Mr. President, if you didn't think about it before, that's alright. But if you think about the person you care about, you will cherish your life more," she added.


After she applied some medications, she took a clean bandage to wrap his wound. Her face looked so young, but she spoke wisely. 


He knew that she just turned 18 recently. However, with her words and wisdom, she sounded older than she looked.


"Then do you know that there are tens of thousands of people waiting for me to save them?" His nation was his responsibility. He chose this path, so he could not just ignore those people who were waiting for him to save them.


"Even if a lot of people are waiting for you to save them, you have to protect yourself and take care of yourself so that you can continue to protect the people you want to protect." After she said that, she felt a lump on her throat. 


"Brother Lucas, you wouldn't know how afraid I am. I'm so worried that you'll get hurt, then | will never get to see you again." She thought in her heart.


"I missed you for 14 years and looked forward to growing up quickly every day because I want to be with you as soon as possible."


"Now that I have finally come to you, you haven't publicly and officially reconciled with me yet. If something happened to you, do you know how sad I will be?"


These words were what Janell Joy hid in her heart and wanted to say to her Brother Lucas out loud, but she knew that it was not the right time.


Nathaniel took a deep breath. "If... I mean if..."


"If what?" Janell Joy was anxious. Before he could finish, she continued, "Just tell me. I'm not as narrow-minded as you. I won't easily misunderstand others."


"If the boy you like is of my identity and status, and he was injured because of his work instead of following through your words, would you understand his decision and acknowledge his efforts?" 


After that, Nathaniel held his breath and waited for her answer. How would she answer that?


In the past, he thought he knew her very well and knew almost everything about her. However, after getting along with her for a few days, he realized that his understanding of her was far from enough.


The little child who used to lie in his arms and played with him coquettishly, had really grown up. Now, she was much more excellent than what he thought she was. 


What did he mean 'if'? He was the person she liked. Janell Joy rolled her eyes and said, "Obviously, I would understand him, but I will not forgive him."


Nathaniel asked in a hurry, "Why?"


Janell Joy wrapped his wound up as she replied, "If he gets injured, I will be very sad. He told me that he will keep me happy every day, but he broke his promise. Why should I forgive him?"


Nathaniel's eyes turned gloomy. "I understand."


Janell Joy was anxious. "What do you understand? I'm not done yet."


His eyes lit up again. "What else do you want to say?"


"I want to tell my Brother Lucas... I told you before about him, so I think you still remembered him." She stopped what she was doing momentarily. She glanced at him and continued, "But, if he is my Brother Lucas, no matter what he does, I will still forgive him."


He asked again, "Why?"


She replied, "I don't need any reason. It's just because he's my Brother Lucas." She would be good to him unconditionally. No matter Brother Lucas's loyalty, she would still hold him in high regards in her heart.


"Just because he is your Brother Lucas." Nathaniel repeated her words and suddenly felt a little worried. He thought that she had already confirmed that he was not her Brother Lucas. What if he told her that he was her Brother Lucas one day, would she be disappointed?


"Mr. President Secretary Hart" suddenly rushed in. He was very surprised to see that Mr. President was sitting so calmly as a young girl treated his wound. For a moment, he forgot what he wanted to say.


"What's the matter?" Nathaniel glanced at him and asked, "Who is in charge of the rescue team now?" 


Secretary Hart responded respectfully. "Chuck is in charge of work in the central area, Noah is in the east, while Maine and Hadley are helping out in the west. They're experienced in dealing with rescue and disaster relief work. Everything should be fine."


"Alright, very well." Nathaniel was satisfied with his answer, "Let them know that they need to protect themselves first. The safety of the people is important, but their own lives are also important."


"So, you know that everyone's life is important. I thought you didn't know that." Janell Joy, who had been silent, suddenly interrupted their conversation.


If he knew that others' lives were important, why didn't he know that his own life was also important?


"Mr. President..." Secretary Hart glanced at Janell Joy and looked slightly angry at the insignificant medical staff volunteer. However, Mr. President did not reprimand her, and he couldn't either. 


He realized that the President, who was usually very strict with working standards, seemed to be particularly tolerant of this little girl. 


When he was walking over earlier, he heard a few whispers from the President's bodyguards, as they said that the President had brought a young girl called Little Jar to his tent.


The President had just taken office, and his reputation was very important. He needed to maintain his image and reputation of being the people's President, and he needed to be particularly careful about igniting unnecessary rumours. He would not be so careless as to do something that would destroy his career for a little girl who was so unimportant.


"Secretary Hart, is there anything else?" Nathaniel ignored Janell Joy's remarks and shifted the attention back to his secretary.







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The President didn't get mad at the little girl, so Secretary Hart couldn't interrupt either. He continued to report the situation, "Because of the earthquake, the surrounding roads within the radius of a few miles were ruined. The vehicles that transport the goods couldn't get in, so they were carried in very slowly. Many planes had been sent to airdrop the supplies too, but they couldn't send so much in such a short time."


After a while, Secretary Hart turned his head around and glanced outside. "Mr. President, it's getting dark soon, and it's raining outside. We haven't decided on tonight's plan for the people."


The concerns raised by Secretary Hart were all significant problems that had to be solved after the earthquake. The people's hopes were all on Mr. President. He came to the disaster area, so he needed to ensure the wellbeing and safety of the citizens here.


He said, "Take my tent and also the tents of other officials and distribute them to the people. Distribute our food and water too. Take care of the elderly citizens and children first. Remind the younger and healthier individuals to compromise a little if there are not enough food."


He raised his wrist and looked at the time. It had been more than ten hours since the earthquake, and the relevant departments began to prepare supplies already after receiving the news of the earthquake.


He estimated in his mind, "Tell everyone that there will be enough supplies delivered to us latest by tomorrow morning. Don't panic, as we have tens of millions of people who will support us."


"Yes, I'll pass the message right away." After receiving the order, Secretary Hart turned around and left.


As soon as Secretary Hart left, Janell Joy was done with wrapping Nathaniel Cooper's wound up. "Mr. President, I have wrapped your wound up for you."


"Okay, thank you!" He picked up the dirty clothes that he had just taken off and put them back on, completely ignoring the mud and blood on his shirt.


"Can't you slow down?" Janell Joy looked at him worriedly as he raised his arm and put on his clothes. "Your stitches were torn once. If you don't take care, you may tear it again... Since you don't care about pain, then be wary about possible infections. Think about how sad the person you care about will be."


Since he did not want to take good care of himself, then she would use herself as a bait.


Bad guy! Men are all bad guys indeed! They only cared about themselves, as they do not care much about others' feelings.


Her father was like this, so was her Brother Lucas. Suddenly, she was annoyed by the two of them. If she could, she wanted to change her father and also her Brother Lucas away to men who would acknowledge her worries and fears.


"Thank you, Dr. Carter, for helping me with my wound. I will remember this." He instinctively reached out to pat her head gently. Then he realized that it was inappropriate, so he quickly withdrew his hand. He glanced at her and saw that she didn't show any unusual expression, so he was a little relieved. 


He didn't know that Janell Joy felt the same way as he did. The way he rubbed her head was normal for her, why would she feel surprised.


"Mr. President, I'll go out for a while." She did not wait for his response, and she turned around and left.



When she ran out of the tent and saw the two bodyguards who stopped her not long ago, she smiled at them and said, "Brothers, are you guys always with Mr. President?"


The two of them glanced at her, but they did not dare to respond. They didn't forget their President's fierce gaze when the little girl called them "brother" not long ago.


"I don't mean any harm. I just want to ask you how did Mr. President's shoulder get injured?" She could not ask the President directly as he wouldn't admit anything to her, yet she was very curious about what happened so she could prevent this from happening again.


However, no matter how adorable she looked, the two bodyguards stood still like statues. They did not move at all. She couldn't get anything out of them. She needed to think of another way. She must know how did Brother Lucas get injured.


As soon as she left, Nathaniel came out. He glanced coldly at the two bodyguards and said, "You two don't have to follow me anymore. Help the rescue team over there."


The two bodyguards felt conflicted in their hearts. They didn't do anything wrong, and they didn't respond to 'Little Jar' either. Why did Mr. President punish them?


"Secretary Hart!" Janell Joy ran up to him, "Can I have a bit of your time?"


"What is it?" The tone of Secretary Hart did not sound very kind, and at the same time, he scanned her from head to toe. He thought that this young girl looked like someone that couldn't endure any hardships at all.


"The signal's still down, and we can't make any phone calls. Is it okay if I use your official phone line for a while?" She could have bothered her Brother Lucas if she wanted to make phone calls.  However, she didn't want Brother Lionel to know what she was going to do, so she had to secretly ask Secretary Hart.


Among the people around Mr. President, she had only met with Secretary Hart. She thought that he would agree for her to make a phone call.


Unexpectedly, when Secretary Hart heard what she said, he didn't immediately put on a straight face and responded, "Little girl, we are in the disaster area. Every phone call we make is essential and vital, it's not meant for you children to fool around with."


Janell Joy talked to him politely, yet he responded rudely. In fact, she had been here for such a long time now. In order to treat the wounded, she was so busy that she barely had time to breathe. How was she fooling around?


Janell Joy had always been a reasonable person. If you talked to her nicely, she would be polite. If you treated her rudely, she wouldn't just stay idly by.


"Secretary Hart, you are the secretary of Mr. President. Your words and actions don't represent your identity, it represents Mr. President's. I can forgive you for talking to me with this attitude, but please remember that you should be polite to other people in the future. I won't allow anyone to smear the President's image." 


Her righteous words stunned an experienced official like Secretary Hart, and he was at a loss for words. "Secretary Hart, do you hear me?" She insisted on getting Secretary Hart's reply.


"I know." As she appeared tough, Secretary Hart took a step back. He knew her words were right.


Maxton Hart worked as the secretary of the President, and he was in charge of relaying Mr. President's messages. He was an extension of Mr. President. In other people's eyes, the way he spoke and his attitude represented Mr. President's work and image.


"So, can I make the phone call now?" In fact, she still insisted on making her call.


"Do as you wish." Secretary Hart was much more polite to her.


"Thank you!" Since Secretary Hart was very polite, Janell Joy treated him with a smile. 


She remembered her Uncle's words. He encouraged her to smile more as smiling could potentially change the outcomes of one's work.







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Janell Joy would remember every advices that were taught by the elders in her family that she thought was useful. She could apply a lot of their advices in her life.


For example, her Uncle was a psychologist. When she was young, her Uncle always used her as his 'lab rat'. After a long period of time, she could guess what most people were thinking, but often it was not accurate.


Janell Joy wanted to call Andrew Carter. Although she was very unhappy with him, he was the only one who could help her get supplies to help Brother Lucas. In order to help Brother Lucas, she would go to the ends of the Earth for him without hesitation.


"Janell Joy, you really went to the disaster area." After the call was connected, even if the caller ID was hidden, the person on the other end of the phone knew who she was immediately.


"Have you prepared the supplies that I asked you to prepare?" Although she had a fight with him the night before and hung up the phone, she knew that he would help her regardless.


For so many years, it seemed that he had always been like this. He would do everything she asked him to do, but she had to listen to some of his nagging.


"If I said no, what will the almighty Miss Carter do to me? Are you going to ignore me all your life, or have you thought of other ways to deal with me?" Andrew spoke very calmly, but she was in a hurry. 


When she heard his tone, she really wanted to beat him up. "Have you prepared them or not? There are a lot of places that don't have enough water, tents, and thermal jackets in the disaster area." 


There was a light drizzle, and the sky was getting darker and darker. If they didn't get the supplies in time, many people would freeze tonight, so Janell Joy was anxious.


"Ten helicopters are going to airdrop the supplies soon. It's almost time." Before Andrew finished speaking, several helicopters flew over from the sky. The helicopters were different from the military's helicopters. Janell Joy counted ten helicopters, so they must be arranged by Andrew. 


"It seems like the helicopters have arrived. Take good care of yourself and help Brother Lucas out. You don't have to say thank you to me. Anyway, these are from Shengtian, not me." Andrew continued to explain.


"Thank..." Just as she wanted to thank him, Janell Joy swallowed her words back. Forget it, he didn't even want her gratitude. Why should she say so much?


"Secretary Hart, a kind organization sent some supplies over. Send people over to retrieve them." Janell Joy hung up the phone and urged Secretary Hart.


Secretary Hart had also heard what she said on the phone just now. He really wanted to know which kind organization could work this efficiently and graciously?


They had ten helicopters over to send supplies at such a crucial time. It was really a huge relief for them. "Little Jar, what's the name of this organization you mentioned?" Secretary Hart needed to know as he would need to provide a huge reward to the organization to encourage more companies and organizations to do good deeds for their citizens in the future.


Janell Joy smiled sweetly and said, "Secretary Hart, you really want to know?"


Secretary Hart nodded. "Yes, of course."


Janell Joy took the opportunity to request something, "Then, you have to tell me one thing first."


Secretary Hart asked, "What is it?"


"How did Mr. President get his wound on his shoulder?" She seemed adamant to get her answers.


"It was during the biggest aftershock earlier today." Secretary Hart spoke the truth as he didn't think that it was a shameful matter.


"How?" Janell Joy was a little shocked. She had personally experienced the aftershock earlier, so she knew how terrible it was.


"When the aftershock happened, Mr. President and a few soldiers were rescuing a young man whose body was buried. Unexpectedly, at that time, the aftershock came, and everything shook and cracked. He saw that a huge stone was about to fall on the trapped young man, so Mr. President used his body to block the stone for him." 


As he recalled the story, Secretary Hart's face turned slightly pale. It was a really dangerous act.


"I see." Janell Joy felt sad as she listened to his story. Most people's reactions would be to protect themselves in a dangerous situation, but under such circumstances, those who saved others were true heroes.


Her Brother Lucas had a high position and status, but he still wanted to save a young lad selflessly. He was a real hero.


Although being a hero was a very glorious thing, and it is also something that many people would encourage, but Janell Joy was selfish and she did not want him to be so brave.


The stone hit his shoulder today, but what if it hit his head instead? Then, the consequences would be unimaginable.

At the thought of such a scene, she became extremely scared. Moreover, if that really happened, she would definitely collapse.


Therefore, she selfishly asked Brother Lucas to only be her hero. She only wanted him to be her personal hero and not care about anyone else. However, Brother Lucas did not belong to her alone. He belonged to his country, and belonged to his hundreds of millions of citizens.


When she left him earlier, she advised him to have a good rest. Yet, he came out shortly to work hard with everyone again. However, when he was around, the people involved in the rescue team were even more valiant and vigorous, because they knew that the President was fighting alongside them.


"Secretary Hart, among your team, other than Mr. President, is there anybody else who can be in charge?" Janell Joy turned back and asked Secretary Hart.


"Little Jar, you haven't told me the name of the organization yet?" Secretary Hart asked as he looked at the helicopters in the sky.


"About this, actually, I don't know either. Secretary Hart, no matter who sent these supplies, please just distribute them out quickly. We must not let anyone freeze tonight. Remember, Mr. President has injuries on his shoulder, so we must let him rest… Forget it, I'll go and watch him. He could be stubborn."


She was his older brother and she was so much younger than him. But now, she acted like his mother. She was already worried about him at such a young age. What if she became so worried that she aged even quicker, then would he still like her then?


The supplies included the tents, the army jackets, and many bottles of drinking water that everyone needed most. With these things, everyone did not have to suffer from the cold tonight. Some problems were solved, and the crowd thanked the President once again.


When Janell Joy saw that everyone supported Brother Lucas so much, she was really happy deep down. She finally did something to help her Brother Lucas. 


Nathaniel turned back and saw Janell Joy standing on the small slope. She pursed her lips and smiled gently, as if she was thinking of something very happy in her heart.


He was curious to know what could make her so happy? He wanted to know curiously and he walked towards her unconsciously. Then he asked, "What are you thinking about?"


"I'm thinking about my Brother Lucas." She smiled so brightly that she looked like the brightest star in the sky. Every time she mentioned her Brother Lucas, she looked so happy.


He raised his eyebrows, "Him again?"


"Of course it's him. I like him so much that I want to be with him at all times." She knew clearly that he was Brother Lucas, but she still confessed her love out loud.